Chapter
Three: Our ship is becalmed. I witness Kerim Shah's true 'sorcery'
for the first time
“It’s good to have a man in my
bed,” said Yishana as she lay there on her stomach, her lower legs
raised and crossed together at the ankles as she cupped her chin in
one hand and gazed up at Simon who knelt in the soft furs before her.
I knelt close by, painting my nails carefully with sky blue polish as
Yishana stroked Simon’s thigh. As always she seemed amused by the
reaction in Simon’s face as his pierced and trapped penis tried to
rise unsuccessfully.
It was the ninth morning since the
ocean wind had dropped and we had found ourselves becalmed, our ship
bobbing restlessly on the flat surface of the Thassa as we travelled
towards the isle of Asperiche. Of all the nightmares sailors face
this is one of the most fearsome, for in the semi-equatorial waters
of the Thassa the sea can be a fickle force that at times drives
ships on to rocks, and at times disappears entirely to leave vessels
such as ours listing aimlessly far from land. There is no way of
telling when the wind will return, and those onboard can only hope
and pray that the food and water will last out until it does.
Sailors are even more superstitious
than the average land dwelling Gorean, and as the days rolled by I
saw growing fear in the men’s faces. They believed that the ocean
wind originates from their wind Goddess and that the absence of it
was a judgement of sorts. The Goddess had decided for her own reasons
that ships would be becalmed on the ocean. When I had suggested
switching to oar power I had been addressed as a heretic. Working
against the will of the Goddess would bring her full wrath down upon
the Larl in short order it seems. Yishana reassured her men that if
need be she would call upon Nakeisha for a blessing, as the gaunt,
silent figure of Kerim Shah stood by her side, staring down any
Askari who seemed to doubt her claims to divinity.
“The wind will not desert us in our
hour of need,” she said simply enough on the seventh day. “It
will not. I am favoured of the Goddess, and when the stars are in
alignment, I shall call down her favour for us all.”
These reassurances of flaky divine
favour and sorcery did nothing to relieve any concerns I had,
particularly when the fresh water on board the Larl began to be
rationed. Rationing is always the first overt sign that things aren’t
expected to get any better any time soon. If Yishana was so bloody
divine, and Kerim Shah was such a mighty sorcerer, why didn't they
call down the blessing of the Goddess on day one? Why were we still
floating aimlessly with the water running low on day nine? But
looking at Yishana I was beginning to think she honestly believed in
her own divinity and her so called powers. Being stranded at sea
didn't seem to phase her in the slightest.
“How long has it been, slave?”
asked Yishana as she touched the tip of his penis. The steel ring
glistened where it pierced Simon's foreskin.
“Nearly seven months, Mistress,”
said Simon with a sense of restraint that hurt him almost as much as
the piercings did. “I have not been able to have an erection now
for seven months.”
“Seven months…” Yishana laughed
softly. “I can’t imagine going that long without sex. It must
drive you mad with frustration. Open.” It was an instruction for
Simon to open his mouth. He did so, his muscles twitching in
frustration as he permitted Yishana to feed him a piece of salted
meat – his breakfast. “Close and bite,” she said with a smile,
watching him now eat.
“It is… difficult, yes,” he said
as he swallowed the strip of cured bosk flesh.
“What must you think of me for
keeping you trapped like this? Do you hate me, Simon?”
“No.”
“Really? I don’t believe you.
You’re simply afraid I would beat you if you answered any other
way.” She curled her fingers in his pubic hair playfully. “And I
would beat you if you had answered any other way, though perhaps I
should still beat you for lying to your Mistress. Hmm?” She was in
a playful mood this morning, so very different from her savage
warlike nature when she fought on board the deck of a plundered ship
with a short stabbing spear and an oval shield made of animal hide
overlaid on wooden boards, but when she did that it was because her
pupils were dilated from the fumes of a burning stick wrapped in
sacred dried herbs of a powerful narcotic nature, the smoke of which
Kerim Shah made her inhale before battle. Then I saw another Yishana
– a blood thirsty Yishana as she cast off her modest gown and ran
screaming at the head of her Askaris – the bloody red handed Avatar
of their jungle Goddess.
“You may do as you wish of course,”
said Simon, though I sensed he was scared of being punished. Yishana
had sometimes had one of the Askaris whip him. Her own whip hand
after all was not that terrible if you were a strong man. Simon had
not been able to stand for a day after being whipped by an Askari. He
feared that kind of punishment now, and rightly so.
“But no, I will not whip you for
lying. You fear me, and that is natural in a broken and house trained
slave. I am fearsome, am I not?” said Yishana.
“Mistress is many things to me,”
said Simon as he knelt there gazing at her.
“Yes I am. When is your birth date?”
“The fourth day of the first hand of
the fifth month.” This roughly equates with the 22nd
July in the Earth calendar if my memory is correct.
“Perhaps, if you have been very good,
very very good, my handsome burly slave, I will allow you some
pleasure on that day. I will have you tied to my couch and I will
have the rings removed from your manhood for a time. I will permit
Emma to pleasure you with the lightest touch of her hands until you
spurt like a geyser into the air! Isn’t that something to look
forward to, Simon?” she laughed. “Emma's sweet touch on your
body.”
Simon remained silent, simmering with
rage.
“I said, isn’t that something to
look forward to?” She suddenly rose up and slapped his face,
annoyed he hadn't answered her. “Would you not like Emma to bring
you to orgasm with the light touch of her fingers?”
Do it your fucking self, I thought to
myself as I layered on some polish to the little finger of my left
hand. I don't want to masturbate Simon on his birthday.
“Emma is beautiful, but I think I
would prefer you to do so, Mistress,” said Simon.
That was a very bold thing for Simon to
say and I looked up, surprised that he had done so, and immediately
regretted it for I messed up the polish on my nail with a slip of the
brush.
“I could whip you for saying that,”
said Yishana as she sat up straight in the furs of her couch. She
happened to extend her left leg in the furs and I noticed her shapely
ankle now lay mere inches from Simon’s hand.
“Yes you could. Would you prefer me
to lie instead when I speak to you, Mistress?”
“No.” Yishana shook her head. “You
are lucky you amuse me. You are lucky I do not feel threatened by
you. You are lucky I am not like other women. Be thankful that I find
you handsome. Be thankful that you give me pleasure at times.”
Yishana gazed to the side of the room as she ran her hand down her
leg, lost in her own thoughts for a moment. “You find me attractive
then?”
“Exquisitely so,” said Simon,.
“Unbearably so. To see you is to want you, Mistress. But surely you
know that?”
“No,” said Yishana softly. “I do
not necessarily know that.”
“Look in the mirror then,” said
Simon, motioning towards the mirror on the wall. “What do you see?”
Yishana gazed at her reflection and
shrugged. “I see Yishana. I see the Ubara of the Black Coast.”
“You do not appear to understand
quite how desirable you are,” said Simon as he reached down and
touched her ankle with his free hand. She looked round, startled by
this audacious physical contact. She had not ordered him to touch
her! And yet his hand now touched her ankle! How dare he! “Has no
man ever sought to have you in his furs?”
“Of course not. I am Yishana. No man
would dare suggest such a thing and live.”
“All these years and no one has told
you what an exquisitely feminine body you have?” said Simon in
surprise. “No one has told you how ripe your breasts are? How
lovely your legs are?” His fingers curled around her ankle lightly.
It was not a grip. Not yet.
“No.” Yishana gazed again at her
reflection in the mirror. Perhaps she saw what I saw – a beautiful
woman sitting in luxurious furs, with her left ankle extended towards
a man. She gazed for a while, perhaps beginning to see herself as she
appeared through Simon’s eyes.
“I am Yishana,” she said. “Ubara
of the Black Coast.”
“And Yishana has a body that would
drive men to rapturous lust,” explained Simon. Now his fingers
curled further and he held Yishana’s ankle. She felt the slight
pressure of his grip and looked down, startled.
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing you don’t want me to do,
Mistress, otherwise you would have commanded me to stop.” Now Simon
drew Yishana by her ankle towards him, further extending her leg
until it lay flat against the furs. Yishana’s breasts rose slightly
as her breathing quickened. “Pull your leg back if you wish,
Mistress.”
Yishana did so, or rather tried. Simon
allowed her the pretence of drawing her leg back maybe an inch before
he simply returned it to its place before him with a sharp tug. It
was easy enough. He was after all very strong.
Yishana supported herself in the furs
with the palms of both hands against the surface of the couch.
Slowly, imperceptibly, her moist lips parted. “You are holding my
ankle!” she said.
“Order me not to if you so wish,
Mistress,” said Simon with a smile. But still Yishana said nothing.
“So…” Simon stroked her lower calf with his other hand. His
grip had tightened to the point where Yishana was now perfectly held.
“Lie back in the furs, Mistress.”
“No.” Yishana’s voice sounded
subdued, uncertain now. I could tell her breathing was even more
ragged. She stared at Simon intently, almost as if she wanted to know
what he might do now.
“Do as I say, Mistress,” said Simon
and there was a hint of warning now in his voice.
Yishana’s skin had a flush to it as
she lay back in the furs. I noticed her arms were at her side with
the palms facing down. Her head was turned to one side. There was a
slight tremble to her body. I stared at Simon thinking this was a
very dangerous thing he was doing now. And I also knew that if Kerim
Shah could see this, he would be very angry.
“Very good, Mistress. Very good
indeed.” Simon drew himself forward until he loomed over her, his
head gazing down at her slim, supple body as it lay practically
beneath him. “Just imagine the sheer pleasure I could give you now,
a pleasure you have never even imagined in your wildest dreams, were
I not restrained the way I am. Think on that for the future perhaps.”
He leaned further down and brushed her open lips with his own. He had
released her ankle in doing so but now he took each of her wrists and
held them down beside her head. There was a soft barely audible
whimper from Yishana’s lips, but a whimper nonetheless, and I saw
her taut body lift itself from the furs, arching her back slightly as
if wishing to press against Simon.
And then almost as if she suddenly
realised what her body had done, Yishana thrust herself back down
into the furs. She struggled against the iron grip on her wrists, but
to no avail.
“I am Yishana!” she said as she
looked up at a man who was holding her in place.
“Yes, and Yishana is a beautiful and
desirable woman,” said Simon. “To see you is to want you as you
lie there in the soft furs.”
“You can never have me, slave!” she
hissed. “I am Yishana!”
“I have you now,” said Simon.
“I am your Mistress! I can order you
to release me!”
“Yes you can,” said Simon. “Other
women who have been in your position did not necessarily have that
option. They perhaps felt even deeper thrills of pleasure than you
are feeling right now because of it.”
“What do you mean?” hissed Yishana
again.
“Only that although you are feeling
aroused now, it is only a shadow of what you might feel, for you know
you are still in control here, and that will deny you the most
exquisite of feelings. A woman who knows she is in control can never
truly feel the way she hopes to feel. Only when the control is taken
out of her hands for a while can she know otherwise.”
“Do not presume to tell me what I
might feel!” Yishana struggled again, struggled hard. Simon allowed
her to do so until her energies were spent. Panting, exhausted for
the moment, Yishana lay back in the furs, her wrists still pinned.
“Did you enjoy that?” asked Simon.
Again Yishana said nothing. “My beautiful Mistress.” He bent
forward again and this time kissed her hard on the lips, kissing her
as perhaps no man had ever kissed her before. Yishana squirmed again,
confused perhaps for what she might be feeling, however minor those
feelings might be in comparison with the sexual feelings enjoyed by a
slave. Because whatever Yishana was feeling now was nothing compared
to the way a woman would feel if the forced submission was real. But
of course she had no way of knowing that, no way to compare. Only
slaves know the truth of such things. When Simon finally drew his
lips away from Yishana’s, she lay there gasping, a slight sheen of
perspiration on her body.
“You dare!” she said.
“I think Mistress, you fear to free
me from these rings. You fear what you might feel if you had a man in
your furs that could do more than simply kiss you. I think you fear
that you might in the end lose control, and like it.”
“I am Yishana!”
“And Yishana is a woman.”
“Release me!” she said as a trace
of panic seemed to course through her body.
In an instant Simon did so. He moved
away from her body on the couch and waited silently as she sought to
compose herself. I made to relieve the tension by enquiring whether
the mistress required anything.
“No, Emma, I do not.” She sat up on
the couch and regarded us both. “I concede you are physically
strong, Simon, stronger than I am. But strength takes many forms. My
strength comes from the blessing of the Goddess. She guides my bloody
hand as I cut a swathe through the Black Coast.” She ran her hands
through her hair and began to twist and gather that hair back into a
long braid. Without being asked I moved to her side and began to
assist. On deck, away from her cabin, Yishana would always wear her
hair like that.
It was the ninth morning since the wind
had dropped and left our ship becalmed in the doldrums. But this
morning Yishana's sorcerer would do something about it.
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Yishana came down on to the main deck,
accompanied by Kerim Shah. The Askaris formed a semi circle before
her, expectation riding high in their expressions, for they knew that
the lack of wind could afflict the vessel for up to a month. Kerim
Shah was the first to speak.
“The trade wind of the Thassa has
fallen silent, for Nakeisha has turned her face away from the surface
of the world. For days now we have remained still, but no more. Today
we invoke the Goddess in all her winged glory to return to us the
life giving winds. Behold – the Ubara Yishana, the Avatar incarnate
of the Goddess. Our blessed one.”
Yishana stood in her ankle length robe
of silk, her hands clasped as if in prayer, palms together before her
stomach, her head held high. Kerim Shah placed sticks of wood
entwined with dried herbs onto a charcoal brazier until the herbs
began to burn. Then, lifting this length of stick away from the heat,
he held it before Yishana’s face, allowing her to breathe in the
fumes. Even from where I stood I could sense that the herbs were some
form of potent drug, not dissimilar to high grade cannabis resin. As
Yishana breathed in the smoke her eyes began to dilate – a sure
sign that the narcotic was taking hold. It was the drug that Kerim
Shah gave her before each battle on the High Seas and I now began to
understand something of the duality of Yishana. She was in effect two
people – the woman with mortal limitations who covered herself up
in silk gowns, and the savage battle crazed Yishana who stripped to a
breech cloth and followed her men over the sea rails of enemy vessels
to fight and kill with a savage fervour that would surprise even
Brinn. The drug was potent and gave her courage and resilience in the
face of what might be mind numbing terror for most women. I watched
as Yishana’s face seemed to change and with the rush of euphoria
now evident from the smoking branch, Yishana pulled at the slip knot
of her robe and cast it from her body. She stood there now in just
the breach cloth, throwing her arms up into the air in triumph to the
resounding cheers and shield thumping of her men.
“Nakeisha! Nakeisha! It is I,
Yishana, your chosen avatar! Come to us now, I beseech you, come to
us in our hour of need! Direct your face once more from the heavens
and empower us with the life giving wind! Let me be your spear to cut
a swathe through our enemies in Cos! Let me be the terror of the
Thassa! Let me be the knife in the darkness, the stalker on the
threshold, the whisperer of secrets, the maker of widows in hated,
despised Telnus!”
I’m not sure what I was expecting.
Some smoke and mirrors perhaps to give the crew some courage and
reassurance in the face of adversity that has natural enough causes.
It was obviously a theatrical spectacle, but I couldn’t understand
what purpose it might serve beyond prolonging what little hope they
had.
But then I saw the birds. A handful at
first, then a dozen, then twenty, then fifty and then in their
hundreds they came, sea birds of every description, summoned
apparently by the power of Kerim Shah’s sorcery and Yishana's
divinity to circle and hover above the Larl. Their winged bodies
began to blacken the top most masts and then as Yishana called out to
them in the name of her Goddess, they came down to her, landing
lightly on her shoulders, her arms, her outstretched hands, and those
that couldn’t simply flew about her body in tribute forming flight
patterns that were unnatural. I was astonished. I glanced back at
Kerim Shah and saw him smile as across the deck the Askaris bent
their knees as one before Yishana's apparent mastery of the creatures
of the air.
Together they called out her name
repeatedly, paying her homage.
“Yishana al Ghul! Yishana al Ghul!
Yishana al Ghul!” They smote the decks with their fists and gazed
in admiration as she walked barefoot through their ranks, sea birds
of all kinds dropping down now onto her shoulders and outstretched
arms, her drug glazed eyes seeming to radiate fire as she gazed with
satisfaction upon her warriors.
“Yes! I am Yishana al Ghul – the
dark hand of vengeance!” she screamed in a voice the scared the
shit out of me. “See me and despair, men and women of Cos!”
I was beginning to understand how all
this worked, how Yishana maintained control over a crew composed of
such strong, virile men, but I was still puzzled for it seemed to me
that as far as Yishana was concerned this was no trick or subterfuge.
She believed in herself.
She believed in herself completely.
I gazed back at Kerim Shah as he stood
there seeming to nod in satisfaction as over a hundred men worshipped
their Goddess.
Three hours later the trade winds
returned and our flat sails began to respond from their slumber. The
Goddess, it seems, had chosen to hear the prayers of her chosen one.
“It's coincidence of course,” said
Simon as we stood near the starboard rail observing the build up of
the wind. “Or perhaps Kerim Shah had noticed some change in the
swell of the sea, meaning the wind was coming, and he decided now
would be a good time for his magic.”
“And the birds?” I said. “That
wasn't normal.”
“No, it wasn't. I can see how Yishana
maintains control over superstitious people though. It was a good
show.”
“One of the Askaris told me that he
once saw Kerim Shah kill a warrior from Cos on the deck of the ship
simply by looking at him. His blood began to run from every orifice
until he literally collapsed screaming from loss of blood. I'm not
talking about a bloodied nose, I'm talking about blood running from
his ears, mouth, nose, even his ass and penis like it was being
squeezed out of a toothpaste tube.”
“Neither of us actually saw it
though, Emma,” said Simon, “so it's just hearsay. That's how
superstition works. The Askari you talked to probably didn't even see
it either, he spoke to someone who knew someone and so on. But by now
he may have convinced himself that he actually was there too when it
supposedly happened. Humans have a capacity for self delusion on a
grand scale. That's why we have religion.”
“I suppose.” Like Simon I knew
there was no such thing as magic. “That business this morning,
Simon.” I regarded him as I ran a hand through my wind swept hair
as I leaned against the sea rail. “I'll warn you again that you're
playing a very dangerous game with our mistress. She could turn on
you without any warning. You go too far.”
“Are you jealous, Emma?” asked
Simon as he regarded my semi-naked body that he was no longer
permitted to so much as touch.
“Jealous?”
“Jealous that I am growing in favour
in Yishana's bed chamber? She is beginning to find me exciting, I
think.”
I sneered. “You're a silk slave,
Simon. Don't make the mistake of thinking that means much. She chains
you to her bed and makes you wear this...” I reached forward with
my hand, lifted the scrap of cloth about his groin and touched the
small chain the secured the foreskin of his penis. He flinched at
that touch as his penis tried to grow hard. “Is it uncomfortable
every time you are near a woman?” I asked sweetly.
“Yes,” said Simon through gritted
teeth. “You know it is, kajira.”
“Oh, how terrible it must be, to be
so tempted, to be surrounded by so much temptation, and to merely
feel discomfort rather than blissful pleasure.” I stroked his
foreskin again as it strained to rise.
“You're a bitch, Emma,” said Simon.
“And you're the man who betrayed my
friendship and took away any chance of me ever seeing my children
again. I think I have every right to speak to you like this.”
“I'll be free again,” said Simon.
“And I will remember these words.”
“Pretty little silk slave,” I said
sweetly as I walked away, perhaps adding a little sensual wiggle to
my step as I did.
I was feeding the captive Cosian women
in the afternoon when Kerim Shah found me. The ladies Amelia and
Tamaya would be required to eat on all fours now without using their
hands when bowls were placed before them. They were kept naked, not
even permitted the simple white breach cloth that the ship girls wore
knotted about their waists to reinforced in their minds that they
were the lowest girls on board the Larl. At first of course they
refused to eat like this and I was required to lay about their
exposed thighs with the switch. I didn't take any pleasure from doing
so, except of course maybe a little pleasure because they had
recently been free women. I have suffered enough at the hands of free
women in my time on Gor to find my sympathy for their plight when
they fall to capture knots somewhat muted at best. These two ladies
at least now had a little inkling into what it must be like to be
kajira.
I watched them lap at their bowls with
their heads down and their buttocks raised as they knelt. If their
buttocks weren't raised sufficiently I need only tap those sun kissed
flanks with the tip of the switch to see them suddenly perk up as
required.
The ladies were required to call me and
all the ship girls mistress. I liked that. These Cosian free women
didn't seem haughty any more.
The Lady Saffia was accorded better
treatment. In the morning and early evening I, or one of the other
ship slaves, would bring her better food of the standard eaten by the
men on the Larl. This would often be an oats based porridge of sorts
mixed with fruit and biscuits. There would also be dried cured meat,
often in sausage form, which would be sliced and offered as a side
dish. She would eat this in the shade, still dressed in her shortened
gown, often observing the more animal like feeding of her former
friends.
“Look at the way they feed,” said
the Lady Saffia one day as she delicately placed a thin slice of
preserved sausage to her mouth. “Like beasts.”
“Like slaves, Mistress,” I said,
for we were told she should still be addressed that way until her
ransom was paid.
“I suppose they will be made slaves
when we reach land fall?”
“I think so, Mistress,” I replied
as I served her some watered down ka-la-na wine.
“But I will not be?” she enquired
by way of reassurance.
“I believe not, Mistress, provided
your ransom is met.”
“My ransom will be met,” she said
with satisfaction. “It will be a large ransom of course, for I am
worth a fortune, possibly dozens of fortunes, to my beloved, Captain
Matias Thiago Alejandra of Telnus, Third Sword to the city and Sea
Admiral of the Second Fleet of Cos. He shall deliver chests of gold
many times my body weight provided I am unharmed.”
“That is an impressive ransom,
Mistress,” I said as I knelt and offered her the wine goblet.
“But of course! I am regarded as the
flower of Telnus – the city would despair if I was lost.”
I think perhaps the mistress overstated
her value to the city, but then for all I knew Cosians really did
value her as some sort of noble free woman. She was certainly
beautiful – that much was clear now that she was forced to live
without her veils. Maybe she was thought of as the Helen of Troy of
Telnus? Anything was possible on this alien world.
Except magic of course.
There is no magic.
“Kneel, kajira,” Kerim Shah had
said and of course I knelt. I knelt as a pleasure slave with my
thighs spread before the shaven headed master.
“A girl is at your service, Master,”
I said as I waited a further command. I did not think he would order
me to his use. Since joining the slave coffle on board the Larl I had
never actually seen Kerim Shah use any of the girls. Of if he had, he
must be very discrete. It was strange because men on Gor do not deny
themselves the ample pleasures to be taken from the bodies of slave
girls. Sex is important to Gorean men and I couldn't off hand think
of any other man who had seemed to be celibate.
“We spoke some weeks ago,” said
Kerim Shah, referring of course to the conversation in his cabin
relating to Yishana. “How is your mistress of late?”
“Well, Master. She enjoys good health
and seems happy.” I thought back to the events of this morning when
she had allowed Simon to take hold of her wrists. I wasn't sure I
should mention that. Although Simon was hateful in many ways, I
didn't want Kerim Shah to feed him to the sea sharks.
“And of her use of the kajirus in the
furs of her couch?” enquired Kerim Shah. His eyes were hawk like
and studied my expression.
“It continues, Master. She chains
both of us to her couch. I am her favourite though. I know how to
give her pleasure. The kajirus, Simon, is clumsy and knows nothing
about pleasing a free woman. He is used to simply taking his pleasure
from slaves.”
It is widely known that a free woman is
very different from a slave in the bed chamber and must be handled
differently by men. The act of free companionship for example, when a
woman permits herself to lie with a man, is very different from
congress between a master and a kajira. The free woman during sexual
congress is commonly still clothed, lightly robed as she lies under
covers on the couch. It is made clear that she is only to be touched
under the covers themselves, and that the man should only touch her
light gown and not for example thrust the fabric high above her
thighs, perhaps up past her waist, even perhaps above her breasts to
permit access to her naked body. No, if she is to be caressed, the
caressing takes place on her clothed body. Furthermore it would be
inappropriate for the man to, for example, hold the free woman's
wrists, or tell her to pose in any way. Only when penetration is to
take place does the free woman awkwardly raise the hem of her thin
gown up around her hips to permit the man to carefully and gently
enter her. The lights should be dimmed or perhaps extinguished long
before this happens and the sheets should still be in place of
course. The free woman will rarely speak or respond to the act of
penetration and she will expect her companion to satisfy his urges
succinctly rather than drag the act of intercourse out for too long.
She will make clear before hand that the physicality will be
embarrassing for her and that the man should hurry it where possible.
Perhaps she may even suggest he withdraws before climaxing so that
she is spared the ructions of his orgasm. Afterwards of course they
may lie there together in post coital bliss, tenderly holding hands
while the woman discusses how her day has been. She will permit her
companion to kiss her – something that may be considered unseemly
during the act of sexual congress itself when the man is in danger of
becoming carried away by his primal urges – and she may, once he is
relaxed and in a sedate mood gently scold him for any small perceived
failings she has witnessed in his character over the last few days.
She will assure him that they will perhaps find time to enjoy an
intimacy again in the near future.
Needless to say, when a man uses a
slave it is somewhat different. This may explain why men on the whole
prefer to spend time with slave girls.
“And yet,” said Kerim Shah,
“despite this lack of skill, the kajirus continues to share the
Ubara's couch at night.”
“I think she enjoys tormenting him,
Master. It is a game she likes to play. He is helpless of course, and
very much in awe of her.”
“Hmm.” Kerim Shah regarded me
closely. “He does not ever attempt to handle her as he might handle
a slave?”
“Of course not, Master. The mistress
would not permit that. She would take a sleen knife to him
instantly.”
“I see.” I'm not sure Kerim Shah
completely believed me, but he seemed satisfied that the situation
was broadly under control. “You understand she is no ordinary
woman?'
“Oh yes, Master,” I said.
“And that when the spirit of the
Goddess inhabits her mortal shell, Yishana transcends the mundane
world of flesh and blood and ascends to something close to divine?”
“Yes, Master. As you say, she is no
ordinary woman.”
“She cannot be distracted by feminine
urges. They would not be appropriate for one such as her.”
“I am sure Master is right,” I
said.
I did not relish these private
conversations with the grim, forbidding figure of Kerim Shah. Of all
the people I had met on Gor, he seemed the hardest to read. Normally
men give themselves away by their desires and lusts, but Kerim Shah
seemed to be a man above such things. If he was tempted by anything
in his spartan existence I was hard pressed to see what that might
be.
Later that day the Larl berthed in a
sheltered harbour of sorts formed by a u-shaped inlet on a remote
island. Kerim Shah cast a complicated hour long conjuration to shield
the harbour inlet from prying eyes out to sea, which in theory meant
no one would find us. As far as spells went this one was hard to
disprove so long as no one happened to sail past and actually see us.
By default if no one was there, then no one saw us, which meant to
this superstitious crew that the spell had worked.
The Askaris enjoyed some down time
diving into the sparkling clear water in the harbour inlet, swimming,
laughing and racing one another through the soft waves. Soon they
grew bored of this and called up to the deck for slaves to jump in
the water with them. Naomi picked out a handful of black skinned
beauties and nodded for them to strip off their white breach cloths
and swim with the men. The men passed the girls around in the water,
playing and caressing them, kissing them deeply as they trod water
together. A couple of the askaris seemed skilful enough to actually
penetrate the girls as they floated in the shadow of the ship's hull.
Yishana watched all this from the stern
deck and smiled as one or two of the men hailed her from the water.
“Yishana al Ghul!” cried one of the
men as he looked up from his slave girl.
“Askari al Ghul!” she shouted back,
her face open with a broad smile as she laughed and clung to the rail
urging them on. “kufurahia mtumwa wako!” she shouted, which
roughly translates as 'enjoy your slave girl'. And enjoy them they
did.
The mistress seemed genuinely happy to
see her men having fun, and unlike the Gorean free women of the
central cities she was not at all embarrassed by the sight of men
taking their pleasure with women. It was as if she didn't see herself
the same as others of her sex and so there was really no comparison
to make.
I felt rather than saw Tijani stand
close to me as I peered over the rail. “You don't swim?” he
asked.
“I do swim, Master,” I said, “but
I'm afraid of sharks.”
“There are no sharks here. The reef
keeps them away, that and the enchantments of the sorcerer.”
“You'll forgive me if that last bit
isn't quite as reassuring as it might be,” I said as I leaned over
the thick wooden rail. I felt his strong powerful hands on my hips as
he leaned his body into mine and breathed the scent of jasmine in my
hair. “Master wants me?” I said without looking around as his
hands stoked my flanks.
“Yes,” he said. He turned me round
and motioned towards the other side of the ship where there was
bedding of spare sail cloth. He led me by my hand while the Askaris
splashed and frolicked in the harbour waters. I leaned forward and
kissed him on the tips of my toes, feeling the roughness of his beard
growth, feeling his hands now pulling the thin strip of fabric from
my hips. I felt him press hard against my belly and I knew he was
already aroused enough for intercourse.
He allowed me to slip from his grip and
kneel as I slid his own breach cloth down from around his hips. I
placed my mouth to his sex and did what I had been trained to do in
the slave pens of Banu Hashim. Tijani groaned in deep pleasure as I
prepared him to enter me, prolonging the touch of my lips and tongue
to drive him close to the point where he might simply throw me onto
my back and part my legs with a savagery that I loved in men.
And yes, I found myself thrust onto my
back, my thighs quickly parted as I was mounted by a man who was now
oblivious to anything else. He rode me, pressing sharp kisses to my
mouth as he seized my wrists and thrust them against the sail cloth
above my head. It was glorious and I did not miss being in the water
in the slightest.
I lay there curled next to his powerful
body afterwards, relishing the orgasm he had permitted me in the
throes of his own pleasure. Tijani was a fierce but generous lover
and I did not mind his occasional use of me during the day when I was
not needed by the Ubara. I had feared him originally, because of the
way I had teased him on the Carcassonne, but it turned out he was not
a petty or cruel man. I felt his fingers touch and stroke the steel
of my collar as I lay there, my eyes half closed in bliss.
“Slave girl,” he said with a grin.
“Mmm, slave girl,” I said as I
pressed my face to his chest.
He put me to use again soon after and
it wasn't until the sun began to slowly sink over the horizon before
I was released and permitted to rejoin the other girls who were
climbing back onto the deck of the Larl, their black bodies wet and
glistening.
Naomi observed me tying the strip of
white rep cloth back about my hips. She nodded as she saw the smile
on my face and allowed me some time to enjoy the post sexual come
down before assigning me chores for the evening.
That night I knelt and listened to the
drumming sounds as several of the Askaris beat out the complex
rhythms of the jungle interior. Yishana was naked under the light of
the moons of Gor and the lanterns strung up along the sides of the
deck, and she was dancing for her men, but not the erotic sensual
dances of a slave girl, but rather wild savage, beast like dances as
she seemed to be possessed by tribal animals, spitting, hissing,
roaring, throwing herself at men who watched and tearing claw marks
across their skin as she then wrenched herself free. No man dared to
try and use her as they would use a slave. And I think judging from
her glazed eyes, if any man tried, she would drive her finger nails
through his eyes and damn the consequences. The men sang in their
native dialect, songs of love, of war, of hunting, none of which I
understood as I only understood common Gorean.
The men feasted and drank and Yishana
threw herself around the deck like a prowling Larl, seizing jugs of
ka-la-na from the men and pouring the drink into and around her mouth
and over her breasts as she laughed. She would snarl at them as she
drank and then seize a black skinned slave girl and with an ululating
cry to the heavens above thrust the slave, squealing, into the arms
of the man and snarl that he should use her there and then on the
deck. She would laugh and clap her hands in time to the thrusts as
she prowled around the copulating couple, urging them on.
But no man dared touch her.
It was the tribal animal dance of
Yishana al Ghul.
And through all of this Kerim Shah, her
sorcerer, stood watching from the side, his features and expression
impossible to read. He watched the men, almost daring one of them to
touch the Ubara inappropriately, and perhaps he stood ready to slay
instantly any man who did so with his magic.
“Yishana al Ghul!” the men sang.
“Askari al Ghul!” she sang back.
“Yishana al Ghul!”
“Askari al Ghul!”
The Cosian Lady, Saffia Luna Josefina
Alejandra of Telnus, had sensibly retired to her small kennel-like
house built for her on the deck and there she hid herself from the
debauchery and savage carousing that took place on the Larl. I had
seen her take refuge there when the drumming began, the Lady timidly
sliding the restraining bolt in place on the cage door and securing
it with her padlock. The Lady was permitted to lock herself in her
box with the padlock whenever she wished, or not at all, depending on
her preferences; though to not do so was risky bearing in mind the
number of drunk men on board; but she was not permitted to have the
key. In other words if she chose to secure herself in her six feet by
four feet by four feet kennel box for the night, she would be unable
to leave it until the morning when Naomi would arrive to open the
cage door. In consideration of this she had been provided with a
toilet pan, though if she used it she would share the box with it
until morning.
The other Cosian ladies were helping
with the revelries by being passed from man to man during the
drinking for their use. They had long since passed the point of
screaming and were now discovering their natural slave reflexes
through constant practice. From where she crouched in her small box,
the Lady Saffia scowled at her former friends as they set about
pleasing the men onboard the Larl. I saw her mouth curl around the
single word 'sluts' as she stared at her former friends.
I felt Tijani sit cross legged next to
me in the semi-darkness. He gave me a small wooden cup of ka-la-na
and told me I could drink from it.
“Thank you, Master,” I said as I
watched the savage animal dance of Yishana al Ghul on the deck of her
corsair ship.
“We will be at the Bastion in a week
or so,” he said.
“The Bastion?” I had heard it
mentioned in passing but I didn't know what it was or indeed where it
was. The Thassa was wide as far as the eye could see and wider still
beyond, and the vastness of the ocean concealed many places unmarked
on the maps I had seen in the Sardar. Truly I had little idea where
we were at any particular time, though it was clear that the Larl
sailed pre-disposed routes along the Black Coast.
“It is a place where captives may be
ransomed and exchanged, and slaves bought and sold,” he said. “You
will understand when we get there. The Ubara is well known to the man
who commands the Bastion. They often do business together. It will be
interesting to see it first hand.”
“May I speak, Master,” I said as I
sipped the wine.
“Yes.” I felt his hand rest on my
thigh. He liked to touch me as we talked, and I liked to be touched,
so the arrangement suited us both.
“Do you believe that the Ubara is a
divine instrument of the Gods?” I asked.
“Of course. I never doubt it for a
moment,” said Tijani with the sort of smile and wink that told me
he shared the exact same scepticism I had.
“She is beautiful, isn't she?” I
said as I snuggled next to him, the cup of wine in my hands as he
caressed me.
“Yes,” said Tijani. He gazed at her
dancing form with a slow burning hunger. “I think she is very
beautiful indeed.”
Tal Emma,
ReplyDeleteYou have developed a disturbing interest in seeing a man pierced through the foreskin and scrotum and then aroused/denied for a period of time lasting over 6 months.
That is just cruel.
Is that how you think all men should be mutilated/controlled or male slaves or just silk slaves?
I hope you're not blaming me for what the Ubara chooses to do, Master! For the record I don't think men should have chain piercings put through their sensitive parts, but then I also have strong views that blonde haired slaves shouldn't be whipped. :)
DeleteTal emma,
DeleteI'm sure your opinion on whipping blonde slaves only applies to innocent, undeserving kajirae such as yourself. You couldn't possibly be thinking of Kiera, Amelia (aimee) or Saffi, for example?
It's well known I have issues with Kiera, and if I ever see her again I'll be happy to whip her personally. But I don't really have any issues with the blonde Ladies on board the Larl, especially not while they are free women, who let us not forget are a million times superior to myself *looks fearfully around in case free women are listening in*
DeleteAimee is a very lovely name for a slave, by the way, Master. You have it in mind for the next slave you buy, perhaps? *soft smile*
Greetings emma,
ReplyDeleteNaomi is to be commended in her efforts to provide Amelia and Tamaya with some valuable experience for their future lives. No doubt the ladies' future Masters will find them better behaved and more properly submissive as a result. I extend my compliments to the first girl aboard the Larl.
Saffia seems to have turned against her friends rather quickly. She isn't making any friends among the readers of the account, I wager.
I was wondering about something though. When the winds died, why wasn't the crew instructed to extend the oars and take turns at rowing? It seems bad for morale and overall unwise to just let the ship drift. Is Kerim Shah manipulating events behind the scenes here?
I should have made that clearer, Master. My fault. It was superstition. They believe the wind comes from Nakeisha, the wind Goddess, and that she had turned her gaze from the vessel for reasons that had not been divined. They believe they sail the Thassa at her will, and to attempt to work against her edicts (turning to oar power when she has apparently decreed they must stand still on the Thassa) would enrage her and bring her full wrath upon the ship. It's one of those things I knew but failed to mention in the chapter. I'll probably go back and add some extra wording to make it clear for later readers. The Askaris are very superstitious, and not natural sailors since they come from the jungle interior.
DeleteI've re-written one of the early paragraphs to make the bit about superstition clearer. Thank you for highlighting that, Master. One of the easy traps to fall into in writing massive story arcs that are densely plotted is that I know the reasons why things are happening, but sometimes it's easy to forget to actually inform readers when they do need to know something. Some aspects of the stories remain vague for deliberate reasons, but that shouldn't have been one of them. :)
DeleteMy intentions are to offer constructive feedback. Of course, I'm not above having a bit of fun in a role playing mode :)
DeleteIt would be interesting to know if Simon leaks, rather like a teenage boy having wet dreams at puberty, having been kept in chastity for so long, and what arrangements have been made to clean him.
ReplyDeleteI have no problems with him being kept in chastity, after all his behaviour merits it, although I see Emma does not agree. However, Emma is wrong in not believing that blond barbarian slaves should be whipped.
The Kind and Gentle Lady Donna of Dover
Tal Donna. I agree. It’s a sensible precaution to take with a kajirus. I imagine it makes him more compliant and easier to handle. As for leaking. I would have him whipped if he leaked over my expensive bed linen and throws. A kajirus needs to learn to control things like that.
Delete- Catherine of Exeter
Yes, Mistress, he does. It began three weeks into his enslavement. It periodically occurs in his sleep (in the Ubara's bed) and the evidence is there in the morning. The Ubara hasn't whipped him for it. She finds it amusing. Unfortunately for Simon, word got out to the other kajirae. I have no idea how. Many of them now deliberately tease and provoke him with their bodies, knowing how frustrated he must feel.
DeleteLady Catherine,
DeleteControl? The man has been gagging for it for months! Give the guy a break!
Any man (slaves included) need relief several times a week.
Would you prefer a eunuch in the furs....not much use I suspect as they have no motivation/drive to please once their 'motivation' has been removed.
Personally Simon has my deepest sympathy. I know he could have returned to Brinn's estate and sent Emma back to her Master and their children.
But he wanted Emma for himself (Emma...do you blame him for finding you attractive and so desirable ?)
OK it has all gone pear-shaped but I think he has paid for his error in his time on that 'Ship of Damned'.
Tal Emma,
ReplyDeleteI wonder who leaked that information? It will be necessary at some stage for Simon to be cleaned, otherwise there is the danger of infection or a build up of dried semen, which will cause him extreme discomfort. You, of course, would find that amusing.
My suggestion is that Simon is chained to the mast, making sure his hands are secure, is released from his chastity and his generally cleaned up by a kajira. Any release of semen during the cleaning process should be meet with a whipping
The Kind and Gentle Lady Donna of Dover
Lady Donna,
DeleteYour suggestion for how to treat Simon is neither Kind nor Gentle.
Simon can hardly be blamed for shooting his load under the cirCUMstances that you suggest. He has been mutilated and then frustrated for months and now you want him teased by slave girls too when they lay hands on him to clean him.
Perhaps you need a new silk slave or two yourself to attend you in the furs if you are cuming (sic) up with those sorts of thoughts/ideas.
Clearly your Free Companion is paying his slave girls more attention that you are getting at present.
It’s curious how squeamish men can be on the subject of slaves when the slave happens to be a man. Men are quick to always remind us (quite rightly) that when a woman is enslaved she becomes livestock, with the status and rights of an animal. Well, the same holds true for a man. In the same way discipline is rigidly enforced on kajirae (and you’ll find no free woman objecting to that) it has to be enforced on a kajirus as well. This one is owned by a woman. We do not have the advantage of superior size and strength and if we wish to enjoy some pleasant intimate moments with a Male silk slave it is useful and wise to know he is incapable of turning on us while we share a couch. It would be most distressing and shameful if we allowed ourselves to be seized roughly by a kajirus in the privacy of our bed room. I think you will all agree that a free woman is expected to be fully in control if she uses a silk slave. The pretty little steel rings on Simon ensure that is the case. He is rendered docile and harmless in sexual terms. It is a necessary precaution. And of course we always have the option of chaining him securely by his wrists and ankles to the couch, on his back, and then removing the rings temporarily if we wish to use him more fully in a safe environment. I feel the good Lady Donna IS being kind and gentle in considering the practical matters of the animal’s health and wellbeing. Kind and gentle does not preclude being firm and resolute as well.
Delete- Catherine of Exeter
Tal Lady Catherine,
ReplyDeleteI bet you'd like to pierce and ring your silk slaves too after reading the early chapters of Emma's new epic.
Would you do the poor man through the foreskin or through the urethera?
Want about personally trimming his member yourself too?
Do you like your kajirus cut or uncut for that intimate part of him?
I do not have a silk slave. I currently have a free companion and he most certainly would not permit me to own a silk slave. But if I had one I would probably take similar precautions to the Ubara now that I’m aware of the option. A piercing through the loose tip of the foreskin seems the least cruel way and the easiest to remove. The kajirus would grow used to it eventually, I’m sure, and he would be a pleasant novelty to show off when I meet with other free women to enjoy a night of wine and gossip with no free men around.
Delete- Catherine of Exeter
Tal Lady Catherine,
ReplyDeleteI hope and pray you remain in free companionship for many years to come and that I never end up on the auction block when you are in the market for male flesh.
The thought of being mutilated in that way and displayed like an animal to amuse and entertain your wined female friends does not sound at all appealing I can imagine them all pawing, teasing and trying out new modifications on the some poor wretch therw and then.
I know what drunk women are like insuch siuations :-(
Tal anonymous,
ReplyDeleteAs the Good Lady Catherine pointed out a kajirus is exactly that, a domestic animal. Therefore, we Free Women have a responsibility to look after our domestic animals as they are incapable of doing that for themselves. I have been told that a pierced kajirus produces a better ejaculation than one not pierced.
Perhaps Lady Catherine and I will get to examine this theory in practice on an anonymous kajirus?
Oh, by the way Ladies never get drunk, emotional perhaps, inquisitive perhaps, but never drunk.
The Kind and Gentle Lady Donna of Dover
Tal Mistress,
ReplyDeleteRing me at base of my shaft with a tight metal ring and see how far, how fast and how much it pours from me at your skilled touch :-) :-)
My mistess prefers this method as it is easy to place the circular solid ring and simple to remove without piercing/scarring my flesh. Any red marks are temporary but serve to remind me that I have been used as She who must be obeyed wants/desires
ReplyDeleteIn fact she used me that way this morning....well she uses that way whene ver she wants TBH. She says I respond more amusingly in the furs when ringed than without.
Time to serve her post coital Assam tea with 1 sugar... .better go as her commands of 'Harta Harta' will soon be accompanied with me feeling the strike of her quirt....
I must go Mistress *seductive Valentino style look from below eyebrows*