Chapter
Eight: Sisters of Mercy
“This feels right, Emma. It feels
like the natural order of things – the way nature intended.”
Simon was walking me through the dusty,
hot, dry streets of Schendi towards a slaver house with which Yishana
routinely did business in these waters. I walked barefoot three paces
ahead of Simon, clad in my usual white loin cloth and carrying a
large backpack strapped to my shoulders. It was mostly empty now but
I knew that on the way back it would be loaded with steel collars and
various other items Simon had been sent to purchase.
Schendi is the central most port in the
equatorial jungle region of known Gor and home to the League of Black
Slavers which I suppose makes it one of the major slaver cities
outside of Port Kar. It is a palisaded city of perhaps a million
inhabitants constructed around a natural harbour eight pasangs wide
and three pasangs deep that serves as the exit point of the Kamba and
Nyoka rivers. To travel up the Nyoka River from the harbour there is
a bypass that is similar to a lock system on English canals. This
bypass provides calm waters to allow easy shipping until the natural
flow of the Nyoka can be reached. Throughout the city most of the
buildings are constructed from wood with wooden ventilation shafts on
the roofs which can be opened or closed for fresh air as stone
buildings are rare compared to the cities of central Gor. Due to its
location on the equator, Schendi does not really experience a winter
as we perhaps know it. During what would be winter in the southern
hemisphere it instead has a 'dry' season. The term is a little
misleading as it is not really dry during this time but is actually a
season with comparatively less rain than the rest of the year. There
are thought to be two dry seasons and two rainy seasons each year. As
I walked ahead of Simon I passed men of the city, nearly always black
in skin colour, dressed in the popular fashion of an ankle length,
loosely sleeved robe with a matching aba which is a kind of hood that
covers the back of the neck against the blazing sun. A cap is often
worn over the aba with its two golden tassels that signify a citizen
of the harbour city. Foreign visitors to the city may wear the aba
for protection against the worst of the sun, but rarely do they wear
the tassel-tipped cap which would it seems be considered presumptuous
by the locals. The air in the city was heavy with the smell of
pungent spices offset by the smell of the aromatic flowers and an
array of rotting vegetation that blows in from the surrounding
jungles. It is a smell that takes some getting used to, and one that
I found overwhelming at first. The smell also has a strong element of
rain water as Schendi tends to experience sudden short downpours
without warning.
Walking alongside us were three
recently enslaved women fastened together in a simple chain coffle
arrangement about their right wrists, their eyes wide with fright as
they tried to come to terms with what had happened to them. Since
being taken as plunder out at sea they had endured the usual fate of
being stripped, gang raped and then chained in the hold as livestock.
Yishana often sold her newly acquired slaves in Schendi if she was in
the area as prices were generally good at this central harbour port.
Her ship too was tolerated in these confines of the harbour thanks to
her policy of never troubling vessels that flew the flags of the
League of Black Slavers who dominated Schendi. Pirates need safe
harbours to resupply and offload goods. Schendi was better than most.
None of the slaves had names, but I
knew them as the former free Ladies Carolina, Consuella and Loella. I
think they had shared the Homestone of Cos, but that was common
enough because Yishana liked to attack Cosian ships above all others.
Simon had been instructed to sell them at the slave house for
whatever the current market rate was. I of course was not for sale. I
was in effect a ship girl now, and I was coming along simply to act
as a porter.
Aside from a few casual glances at the
naked women, Simon paid them little attention. Slave flesh was common
enough both on board ship and in the city so that another three naked
girls mattered little in the scheme of things. He had however been
talking to me as we threaded our way through the narrow streets of
the city.
I’m ashamed to say I felt more self
conscious than usual, and this was on account of the fact that I was
a conspicuous minority in Schendi. The population of the city was
black to varying degrees, and rarely did I see a Caucasian walking
the streets. Coming from Earth where racial animosity is prevalent
and racism exists on both sides of the divide, this made me keenly
nervous, as I was not used to being a minority in any town or city
that I visited. On Gor of course, as I’ve said before, the colour
of a man’s skin is far less important than it is on Earth. I
wouldn’t say Goreans are particularly tolerant or welcoming, but on
the whole they don’t tend towards racist feelings. If they dislike
or distrust you it's probably because you don’t share their Home
Stone and not because your skin is a different colour than theirs.
Even so, old habits die hard and although I’ve always thought of
myself as an open minded person who deplores racism, I felt unsafe
walking through a black city where I stood out so much. When I did
see white skin it was more often than not a slave girl. White skinned
slaves are rarer this far south and like anything that is rare they
are correspondingly more expensive and sought after. There is
therefore a thriving and profitable business in importing white slave
girls into Schendi. Whenever my path did cross that of a white slave,
our eyes naturally enough caught each other’s gaze for a moment
before we walked past one another. It was as if we shared some
commonality simply because of our skin colour. I also noticed I was
the subject of much attention because I was white. Again this wasn’t
racism in the way we understand it, but rather the attention that
might be given to an exotic or rare commodity of any kind. Black men
stopped to appraise, evaluate and no doubt appreciate my sun kissed
limbs as Simon urged me on towards the market quarters. Ordinarily I
might bask in such attention, but here in Schendi my nerves made me
keep my eyes downcast. I was afraid what these men might do if I
looked back and they decided they really wanted me. And if I felt
nervous, then the coffle of three women were absolutely petrified
with fear. Early on one of them had actually wet herself – a
trickle of urine had run down her inner left leg, forcing Simon to
drag her to a city water fountain where he instructed the girl to
clean herself up .
I knew one thing for certain, I did not
want to be a slave girl in Schendi. And I hated myself for thinking
that, for despite not being racist it meant I had some subliminal
fear of being surrounded by people with a skin colour different to my
own. Maybe I wasn’t as open minded and liberal as I liked to
believe I was. Whatever, the problem was obviously only in my head as
I saw no sign that we were any less welcome here than in a foreign
city in central Gor.
“I was thinking last night how lucky
we both are, Emma,” said Simon as he reached out to caress my ass
cheeks with his right hand. “Can you imagine what our lives would
have been like on Earth? I would have been working in some routine IT
department, dealing with database queries, probably watching Netflix
box sets every night and searching my Tinder app for girls to date.
And the girls I would want to date would be petty, shallow,
judgmental, only on the dating app to fuel their inflated egos in
seeing how many positive swipes their best photos might get. What a
waste of a life. I wouldn’t have been happy. And you, Emma, what
would you have been – still a man, still desperately longing to be
the girl you are today, also frustrated and unhappy, living a life
that could never give you what you wanted.”
I said nothing as I walked. Simon
talked a lot. It was almost as if he needed the reassurance of his
own thoughts and words.
“I mean, you wouldn’t have even
been happy even if you had been a girl on Earth. I know you now,
Emma, I know that you’re a slut and I don't mean that as an insult,
but rather that you are a true slave to your sexual needs. You ned to
be dominated, owned, fought for and cherished. You're a natural
slave, like so many Earth women are. There's no denying it. Freedom
on Earth would have made you bitter and resentful of all the men who
didn’t understand how to fulfil your deepest needs. You would be
looking for a man who could enslave you, and of course none of them
would be able to do so, not to the degree you wanted, and you would
hate them for it without realising why you felt that way.”
Yes, Simon really did talk too much.
“But here on Gor we’re free to be
the people we should be. I can be a man and you can be a woman.
Nature on Gor supports us in that. We belong here. I see that now. We
belong on Gor. Here we can both have what we need.”
Why did he feel it necessary to talk so
much? All... the... fucking... time.
“There’s something else too. I’m
no longer obsessed by you, Emma. I’m over you.” He stroked my ass
again as I walked before him. “I thought you should know that. I
think I went a bit crazy when we were together in Port Kar, and to be
honest I'm ashamed of some of the things I did – some of the things
I said. I was probably that way in the Sardar too – all that
putting you on a pedestal and having stupid romantic delusions about
you. For so long I wanted to save you. I thought you needed saving. I
realise now how stupid that must sound. I thought you were special,
but you know what, you’re not special, Emma, you really aren’t. I
mean, yes, you’re beautiful, but even then I wouldn't say that
makes you exceptional on Gor where there are so many beautiful
slaves, bred over generations for their appearance. No, in fact
you’re not even the most beautiful woman on board the Larl. I'm
sorry, but it's true. I'd say you're probably the third most
beautiful on the ship. There are so many beautiful slaves on Gor,
Emma. You’re really not that special. And a man like me, a man on
Gor with coins in his belt pouch, well, I can have any of you
whenever I want, however I want. Stupid foolish romantic delusions
have no place on Gor. I don’t need you to love me. I don’t need
you to feel anything for me. If I want you, or anyone else on the
Larl, I only have to snap my fingers. That’s how nature intended us
to be. Me as a man, you as a woman. Not me wasting my time on Tinder,
swiping left and right for hours, hoping the hot chicks will swipe
back. Not having to wine and dine them and listen to their ridiculous
notions in the hope I can get to kiss them at the end of the date. I
met so many girls like you when I used to live on Earth. You’re all
the same, yearning for the impossible. You belong in collars.”
Simon paused, realising how silent I’d been through all of this
since we entered Schendi. “Nothing to say?”
“Not really. What do you want me to
say? Tell me, Master and I’ll say it.”
“You can stop the passive aggressive
attitude, Emma. I know what you’re doing. You always were the
sulking queen. You’re a slave. If I want sex, you give it to me. If
I want conversation, you give me that as well. So say something.”
I let the silence linger for another
second or two before I chose to say, “so who is more beautiful than
me on the Larl?”
Simon laughed, as I knew he would do.
“That’s what you want to say? That... is what you want to ask
me?”
I shrugged and turned on the ball of my
left foot to face him which in turn brought him to a standstill. With
a clink of chain, the coffle of women came to a halt beside me too as
if on cue. “You have a different topic in mind?”
“No, no, since you ask, very well…
you’re beautiful Emma, obviously I desire you – that hasn’t
changed.” He ran his hands over my body in appreciation. “And
you’re a very hot fuck, I’ll admit that. You know how to give
pleasure.”
“So?”
“So, there happen to be two women on
board the Larl who are sexier than you. It's just my opinion. Does
that bother you?”
“No. I'm just curious.”
“Curiosity is not becoming in a...”
“Oh don't say that! Please! I hate
that phrase!” I rolled my eyes and looked to the side where I saw a
narrow alleyway that tapered into shadow. “The number of times men
have trotted out that fucking saying...”
Simon laughed. “Point taken. I used
to think it was dumb when Brinn kept saying it too.”
“It's not Naomi, is it?” I screwed
my eyes and sniffed.
“Well, um, why do you think it might
be Naomi?” Simon suddenly looked uncomfortable. He didn't realise I
was so good at reading him.
“Figures. So it's Naomi. Number one
or number two?”
“Number two. But what made you think
she might be...”
“Because you haven't slept with her.
You always were too timid to try and sleep with the women you really
worshipped from afar.”
Simon scratched the back of his neck
and shifted awkwardly. “Point taken again. I'll bear that in mind
in future.”
“Number one? Which of the slave girls
is this amazing fucking sex siren then?” I narrowed my eyes and
watched his expression, and then I knew. “Oh God, it's not a slave
girl, is it? It's bloody Yishana, isn't it? You've got a thing for
the Ubara of the Black Coast? That is so you Simon...”
“Well, she would be every man's dream
to Master in the furs. I mean, the way she carries herself – so
haughty and commanding - she's just begging a strong man to throw her
into the furs and fuck her hard. Brinn would want to...”
I rolled my eyes again. “Right! Sorry
I asked! Really am!” I folded my arms and sniffed.
“Does it matter?”
“NO!”
“NO!”
“I think it matters...”
I said nothing as I watched a number of
local men and women pass by.
“Emma?”
“What?”
“Now that I'm free again, now that I
have her trust and respect on board ship for saving Tijani, I'm going
to make a play for her. She hasn't got a Free Companion, and...”
I couldn't help it. I began laughing.
And Simon did not like that one bit.
“What's so funny?”
“Yishana is never going to take you
as a Free Companion. You're never going to even see the inside of her
cabin now that Tijani freed you. She will never see you that way. You
will always be a slave to her. Yes, Tijani freed you, but don’t
think that means anything to Yishana. She has no respect for you,
Master. She never will have.” I could see my words had an effect on
Simon. I could see the look of anger in his eyes. I should perhaps
have been more circumspect in my comments, and yet he had insisted I
speak my mind.
“You don’t know her, Emma.”
“I know her well enough. I know what
she says to me when we’re alone. The Mistress speaks quite freely
in front of her slave. You know that's true, Master. You were often
there too. Chained to her couch. Her slave boy. Did the Mistress
conceal her thoughts from you when you lay on her couch?”
“No.” Simon knew that was the case.
But the look in his eyes now... I was pushing him far too hard.
“You were her slave for a long time,
Master. She will never see you as anything more. It doesn't matter
that you're now free.”
“I’m a man, Emma. I’m a Gorean
man. I will make her see me as that.”
I shrugged. The matter didn’t really
interest me to be honest. “She is the Ubara of the Thassa. I think
you would be better served turning your attentions elsewhere.”
It was then I noticed Simon reaching
into his belt pouch. I knew as I saw him withdraw a thick gag that I
had overstepped the mark and once again my mouth had gone too far.
“Please no…” I saw him unravel
the leather strap of the gag.
“I think you’ve said enough, Emma.
Time for you to be quiet now.”
“I won’t speak again, Master. I
promise. The gag is stifling… I find it hard to breathe, and the
day is so hot…”
“Open your mouth, Emma.”
I complied, dreading what I knew was to
come. The thick wadding of the gag was thrust into my mouth, filling
it, choking me. Then the straps were drawn back behind my hair and
buckled tight. I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I began to breathe
through my nose to the best of my ability, already tasting the bitter
wadding that pressed down on my tongue. Why had I goaded Simon like
that? I was so fucking stupid sometimes.
“Anything more to say now, Emma?”
asked Simon as he inspected his handiwork. I shook my head, pleading
with my eyes for him to unbuckle the straps, but no, he simply turned
me round and pushed me forwards along the street. The fastening of
the gag had been noticed by the men and women in the surrounding
area. Several of the free women chided me as I passed by, only too
happy to see a pretty slave girl disciplined. The worst part of any
public display of discipline is it often gives other people an excuse
to act in a way that they wouldn’t do otherwise. And so it was that
one of the women of Schendi picked up a stick and smacked me across
the thighs as I passed her by., I winced, feeling the sharp pain, but
was unable to cry out due to the gag. Two more slices of the stick
followed before Simon warned the woman away. But still she cursed at
me in some native dialect I didn’t understand. A slave under
discipline seems to invite that attention.
But that wasn’t to be the end of it.
I felt Simon take my right hand by the wrist and lock a steel shackle
around it. “Since you wish to be displeasing, Emma, you can join
the common coffle with the other girls.” And with that I was added
to the chain coffle. I was in the front, which I supposed meant
something, but the implication was plain. I had displeased Simon, and
he wanted me to know it. I raised my right hand and felt the weight
of the steel chain trying to drag it down. My fingers grasped the
chain links to help support the weight as we walked in timed steps
through the market place. Girls are commonly marched in time, with
their steps falling in synchronisation. It is a form of discipline
and on top of that men find it attractive. As the girl in front it
was down to me to set the pace, something I was quite capable of
doing with all my experience, but I knew the other girls would not be
so skilled at walking. Until now Simon had turned a blind eye to
their less than perfect walking sequence, but now that I had angered
him he drew a switch and struck each one in turn as they failed to
mimic my step perfectly. Luckily for all of them it was only another
five minutes or so until we reached the slaver house.
As slaver houses go it wasn’t
particularly impressive. A simple palisade building with a wide open
front facing the busy street, which could be secured by twin hinged
heavy iron gates. During the day the gates would be swung open,
creating a walk in space where goods could be displayed, and at night
the gates would be chained shut. A number of small enclosed offices
were accessible at the back, and a hatch in the floor probably led to
a cellar where the slave pens would be housed.
A heavy iron ring was fixed either side
of the gates, and these rings served to display some of the house
stock. Chained to each ring in turn were pairs of black native girls
kneeling in nadu, their dark bodies glistening with sweat as they
endured the midday sun. A short striped awning above each ring
shielded them from the worst of the heat but even so it would be
uncomfortable to be on display like that all day. They gazed at us
with sullen eyes as we approached, wondering perhaps who these white
girls might be. Three of the dark slaves had short cropped hair but
the fourth had her hair braided and worn down around her shoulders.
They were all beautiful of course or else they wouldn’t have been
chosen to be on display.
“Is this the house of Mkufu?” asked
Simon of the chained girls. He spoke in common Gorean which is as
near to a universal language across Gor as is possible, but even so I
could tell from the expressions that two of the girls could not
understand him. Presumably they had been seized from somewhere in the
dark interior. Often the tribes of the interior capture the women
belonging to rival tribes and sell them to the slavers of Schendi for
a fair price that works out as cheaper than the slavers venturing
into the interior with capture nets and chains themselves. One of the
girls that did understand Simon had some sort of tribal tattoos on
her cheeks. To my mind they accentuated her beauty, giving her a
pagan sensibility, though the more traditionally minded may have
differing opinions on the matter.
“It is, Master,” said the girl
without tattoos who could speak the common tongue. She then held out
her hands, pink palms upwards and added, “I have been named Timita.
Please buy Timita, Master. Timita begs to give you pleasure.”
Simon smiled at that. More than most
men he particularly enjoyed the sight of beautiful women in chains
begging him for his collar. I suppose all those fruitless years of
swiping left and right on Tinder had left him very receptive to such
things.
“What does the house ask for you,
Timita?” asked Simon.
“For five copper tarsks I can be
yours, Master,” said the girl. She indicated her right breast on
which the number five had been written in some form of wax marker. It
was a cheap price, but then black girls from the interior were
commonplace in the markets of Schendi. In fact, slave prices tended
to be cheaper here than in central Gor, with the exception of any
girls deemed ‘exotic’ due to their skin colour. I would I suppose
go for a premium price compared to the girls of the interior. I could
see that Simon was quite tempted, for he could easily afford five
copper tarsks but space on the Larl was at a premium, and Yishana had
decreed that no man could bring girls on board without her express
permission, something she rarely if ever granted. Otherwise everyone
of her Askaris would have his own coffle of slaves taking up room on
the deck. But still, Simon rubbed his chin in thought. He obviously
liked what he saw and, sensing that, the girl, Timita, straightened
her body and posed salaciously in front of him. Perhaps she assumed
by the colour of his skin that Simon would be a wealthy Master and
she might enjoy relative luxuries in his collar.
“I will think on it,” said Simon as
she motioned for us to pass through the open bars of the house.
“You may try me for free, Master,”
said Timita quickly. “Simply speak to the Mistress of the House.
She will grant you half an hour in an alcove.”
“Oh?” Simon was now more than just
interested. Such an offer wasn’t commonplace in central Gor, except
perhaps for favoured customers who could actually be relied upon to
make legitimate purchases, but here in Schendi it perhaps served as
an enticement in a very competitive marketplace. After all it cost
the house little to nothing if one of their girls was used. No doubt
the offer would only be made to men who gave the air of having money.
It was cooler inside the single storey
building with its open front where bowls of incense burned in the
corners, masking the scent of rot that permeated other parts of the
market. Poor hygiene and baking heat can create some unpleasant
scents in a crowded equatorial city, and so shop keepers in Schendi
would try to alleviate this with incense. The floor of the building
was baked earth, almost as hard as clay, with worn reed mats strewn
across its rough surface. Some wall racks displayed the paraphernalia
of slavery with an assortment of shackles, collars and whips
available for purchase. Other parts of the open space had a number of
display rings to which slaves could be chained, but today there were
only three girls attached to one of them. To my mind they were
slightly inferior to the girls outside, which probably accounted for
the pecking order of the display.
I stood there with the other girls in
the coffle, frustrated that I was unable to speak. My mouth was dry,
painfully so with the thick wadding that pressed down on my tongue.
All I could was mumble or moan and doing that simply earned me a
black look from Simon. I confess I lost my dignity there and pressed
my forehead to his shoulder in a visual form of begging, but he
simply grinned, pleased that the discipline was working.
“Let the gag be a lesson to you,
Emma. Be more pleasing in future.”
I showed him the open palms of my hands
– a common form of supplication amongst Gorean slave girls, but
that too earned me no reprieve.
We were only inside the slaver house
for a minute or two before we heard the soft jingling of small bells
sewn to beaded lengths of coloured string that served as a curtain to
one of the office enclosures. A woman passed through this beaded
curtain, brushing the floor to ceiling strands apart with her hands.
I could tell from the colour of her gowns – blue and gold – that
she was a slaver and obviously a prominent one within the house. She
was veiled but wore no hood with her gowns so her long dark hair was
discernible and enough of her face was visible to reveal her as a
white woman. I was curious, for a white woman acting as a slaver is
rare enough on Gor, but in Schendi it would be almost unheard of.
“Tal and greetings,” came a
strangely familiar voice as the woman gestured in welcome with her
open hands. “The slaver house of Mkufu greets its honoured guest.
Be welcome here in Schendi.” She referred of course to Simon, hence
the singular rather than the plural. As she spoke I felt the hairs on
the nape of my neck prickle. What was it about her voice that made me
take notice?
“Tal to you too, Lady,” replied
Simon as he paced the confines of the single room. He didn't seem
impressed by the state of the place, but then he had seen the grand
holdings of Samos in Port Kar, so anything else was likely to
disappoint. There are many slaver houses in Schendi, Mkufu just being
one of the lesser ones. Of the others, Ushanga, Utajiri, Dhahabu,
Fedha, Marashi, Hariri, Kovu and Ngoma, I know very little except to
say their establishments would appear modest compared to the
comparable houses in the central cities. “My name is Simon of the
Sardar, and I represent Yishana, She who is Ubara of the Thassa and
all who sail upon it.”
“Ah.” The woman nodded, knowing Yishana to be a valued customer. “Good. Very good. May I offer you palm wine?” She gestured to a simple low legged table on which stood a jug and some burnished copper goblets.
“Ah.” The woman nodded, knowing Yishana to be a valued customer. “Good. Very good. May I offer you palm wine?” She gestured to a simple low legged table on which stood a jug and some burnished copper goblets.
And then it partially dawned on me. Her
accent wasn't Gorean. If I wasn't mistaken, it was English... but
that was not quite all. There was something else I had yet to
identify. But Simon had noticed the accent too and like me he was
surprised.
“Your accent isn't Gorean,” he said
as he studied the woman at length. “You're from Earth?”
“As are you, I think...” she said
as she poured the first of the goblets. “How curious. Wine?”
There was... something... about that
voice.
“Thank you,” said Simon as he took
the goblet. “Lady, this is a bizarre turn of events. What is a
woman from Earth doing working in a slaver house in Schendi?”
“I could similarly ask what a man
from Earth is doing handling the business of the fiercest pirate
Queen on the southern ocean? How did you come to be on Gor?”
“Lady, I asked you the question
first.” Simon looked irritated. “I only know of one way for a
woman of Earth to be free on Gor, and that involves a race of
creatures I do not think kindly of. Who exactly are you?”
“My apologies. Let us begin again,
and let me introduce myself in the proper fashion. I am the Lady
Beatrice of Schendi, once of London, England, of the house of
Anderson, now apprentice slaver of the House of Mkufu.”
And then it dawned on me, and the last
time I had felt like this, the last time I had felt the same degree
of shock, I had met my father in the walled villa of Elysium. This
was insane. It didn't make any sense whatsoever, but immediately I
knew that, even veiled as she was, I was looking upon my older
sister, Bea – Bea Anderson, my sister who as far as I knew was
working as an accountant in London. It was her voice. I knew it for
certain.
My mumbled cry was incoherent through
the gag. I was frantic, knowing I could not be understood like this,
as I stepped forward without warning, half dragging the slave girl
whose wrist I was chained to in my desperation to identify myself to
my sister.
“Emma?!” snapped Simon as he saw me
suddenly break discipline and begin mewling through the leather gag.
“Behave yourself! It's your own fault you're gagged! I told you you
should have been more pleasing!”
But I didn't behave myself, I continued
to speak, or rather mewl, for all the good it did me. The girls I was
chained to in the coffle pulled back, pulling me back into position,
and I fought to step forward again, howling at them through the gag
as they tried to control my seemingly berserk reaction. For of
course there was no way that Bea could possibly recognise her brother
as she looked upon the slave girl Emma. I was a woman now – a
lovely woman with a beautiful slave's body. How could she possibly
know who I was? And yet I knew with certainty that this was my older
sister, here on Gor. I had to lose the gag! Frantically I began to
claw at the buckles at the back of the gag, something forbidden to
slaves, and I tried to find a way to remove the leather straps that
held the wadding in place. This was enough to send Simon striding
over towards me. Before I knew it he was pulling my hands away from
my hair as I struggled and fought against his grip. To his mind I
must have gone mad, for slaves did not dare be so disobedient. But I
had to speak! I had to let Bea know who I was!
And then I found myself lying on the
floor where I had been struck down by Simon. I heard him shout for me
to stay down. My right arm was twisted back where it was still
chained in the coffle arrangement with the other girls. It was my
sister! She didn't know who I was! I had to tell her!
“Stop this!” hissed the former Lady
Consuella whose right wrist was chained to mine. “The Master will
punish us all!” She pulled my arm back, wanting to be seen by Simon
that she was not involved in my outburst. “I do not want to be
whipped because of you!”
I screamed for her to let me go, but of
course she couldn't understand the muffled sounds I made. No one
could. But as Simon nodded, the other slave girls, eager to please
him, held me down together. Cried and struggled, but the three of
them working together easily restrained me.
“Good girl,” said Simon approvingly
to the former Lady Consuella. I felt her grow emboldened and as her
left hand took a grip on my hair, I felt my head pulled back until it
was touching the reed mat on which I'd fallen.
“Is she new to the collar?” asked
Bea, a copper goblet of palm wine in hand.
“No, quite the opposite. Emma is a
trained pleasure slave of many years now. This outburst is unlike
her.” Simon scratched his chin as she gazed down at me. “You'll
be sorry you did this, Emma. That gag will stay on tonight and you
can sleep in it.”
I struggled again and cried out. I had
to speak to my sister! I had to make her aware who I was!
“Do you have any idea why she is
acting like this?”
“Not really,” said Simon. “Perhaps
it is because you're from Earth. She's an Earth woman too.”
Bea laughed softly. “She doesn't
think that means I'd free her, does it? She can't be that naïve if
she's been on Gor for many years. I am a slaver after all.”
“Yes, and you still haven't explained
that,” said Simon with renewed interest. “Just how does an Earth
woman become a slaver? Especially one in a harbour port of the Black
Kingdoms?”
But Bea seemed to ignore Simon's
question again, as she nudged my body with toe of her left foot.
“Don't think we're the same, girl, just because we both originate
on Earth. I am not sympathetic to your plight.”
That stunned me. My sister Bea had
always been the kindest, most wonderful woman I'd known. She had been
deeply concerned with social issues of the day, and so to hear her
many years later telling me that she was unconcerned that I was a
slave... that too didn't make sense. How could she say that? What had
happened to her in the past seven or eight years?
“If you want I could remove the
gag...” said Simon, perhaps sensing there might be some genuine
reason why I was trying to speak.
“No need.” Bea regarded me again.
“I've seen this sort of thing before. Earth girls hearing my accent
and desperately pleading with me for salvation. In the first few
years I felt sorry for them in their chains and collars... but time
brings a fresh perspective on Gor, don't you think?”
“Well, yes, Lady, I found that
too...” said Simon, intrigued.
“You're actually the first man of
Earth I've met on Gor,” said Bea. “Was it much of a shock when
you came here?”
“Yes. Very much so,” admitted
Simon. His eyes now seemed very focussed on my sister. “I was
shocked by the institution of slavery. It is such a core part of
Gorean society. I had an Earthman's outlook towards it of course. A
western orientated one too.”
“And then? As time passed?” Bea too
seemed very focused on Simon, ignoring me as I lay on the floor in
the grip of Consuella and the other two girls.
“As the years went by I realised I
had been wrong, and that this was the natural order of things,”
said Simon with a smile. “I realised I had been foolish to deny
myself my birthright as a man. The fact is, I am the dominant sex.
Women are weaker and belong in collars.”
“Some women,” said Bea, sharply, as
she gazed at Simon.
“Many women,” offered Simon in a
conciliatory gesture.
“But there are exceptions.”
“Indeed. Yishana for one. And there
was a Lady in the Sardar. They were both Gorean women of course, and
neither one is a slave. All the women of Earth that I've met on Gor
seem to be natural slaves though. It is right that they are in
collars. I didn't always think that, but my experiences lately have
changed my perspective.”
“May I remind you I am of Earth,”
said Bea with a measure of challenge in her voice.
“Indeed you are, Lady. I meant no
offence. You are possibly an exception.” He smiled.
“Possibly?” Bea sipped her wine.
“Well, we have only just met. I do
not know you, Lady Beatrice, and I have no idea what you look like
under those concealing robes and veils, and I do not know how you
might react were you to be stripped and chained to a slave ring,
subjected to an intimate touch.”
“I assure you I would be frigid and
unresponsive,” said Bea. “I am not like the Earth girls you might
find in paga taverns. The fact that I am free proves that, does it
not?”
“Well, there is that...” Simon
sipped a little of his wine. “Of course the matter is possibly
inconsequential. It may be that you are plain looking, and therefore
of no value to a slaver.”
“I am not... plain looking...” said
Bea with a sharpness of tone.
Simon shrugged. “It is base
speculation on my part. The veil of course provides a layer of
mystery. All things are possible under the veil. It serves to protect
women of course from the awkward attentions of men if the woman
happens to be beautiful, and hides the shame of a woman who is not.
You might fall into either category. It is impossible for me to
tell.”
“On Earth I was considered pretty by
many men,” said Bea, and that was the truth. My sister never lacked
for attention from potential boyfriends in the wine bars of London.
“But you are not on Earth now, are
you, Lady? On Gor the competition is somewhat higher? A pretty girl
on Earth might find herself ignored by men on Gor when surrounded by
beautiful slaves. It is understandable that such a woman might
retreat to the security of the veil. Veiled and mysterious she could
carry on a pretence that she might compete with the true beauties if
she so chose to.”
“I believe you are taunting me, Simon
of the Sardar,” said Bea with a chuckle. “I believe you hope I
will be challenged sufficiently that I might allow you a glimpse of
my features beneath these veils?”
“I commend you for your suspicious
nature, Lady Beatrice. You ascribe to me a devious mindset that is
hardly honourable.”
“And are you then an honourable man,
Simon of the Sardar?” Bea paced around Simon as she spoke. “Or
are you a man who would take advantage of a free woman so far from
her home world?”
“I try to act honourably, though I
have failed at times. I am ashamed to admit it, but I have learnt
from my past mistakes and moments of weakness.”
“That in itself is an honest
admission. So, you suspect I may be plain looking?”
“I cannot rule the matter out,”
said Simon as he enjoyed the flirtatious banter. “You might for
example have crooked teeth.”
“That would be terrible,” suggested
Bea in mock solemnity. “I wouldn’t dare smile. Not with crooked
teeth. Imagine a life without smiling. Thank heavens for the Gorean
veil.”
Simon nodded. “Or perhaps an
unflattering chin. It is all conjecture.”
“I can see why I would be prone to
wearing a veil before you if I was indeed so unattractive, Simon of
the Sardar. But what if I was in actual fact pretty? What then?”
“Why then I suppose you would wear
the veil at all times to avoid the distasteful attentions of men who
might prove dangerous.”
“Dangerous men? Well yes, if I was
pretty I would want to avoid the attention of such men on Gor. But
are you a dangerous man, Simon of the Sardar?”
“Well, you are the slaver, not me,”
suggested Simon with a smile. “Perhaps I should be wary of you?
Presumably the palm wine I drink now could have been laced with tassa
powder?” He motioned with the goblet. “I believe it is the stock
in trade of your caste?”
“Mmm, I am familiar with tassa powder
of course. We do indeed have some here. By now you would have
ingested enough to put you to sleep for the rest of the day if that
had been my intention. And when you woke, well, such a burly figure
of a man could easily find himself chained to an oar on board a
galley setting sail out of Schendi. I could possibly get…” Bea
thought about it for a moment, “three copper tarsks for you.”
“Hardly worth the effort,”
suggested Simon.
“Oh, I don’t know. Three copper
tarsks is three copper tarsks more than I have made in this last
hour. Business is slack at the moment. And of course there is also
the matter of whatever you have in your money pouch.”
“Surely a Lady such as yourself of
good standing with the caste of Slavers is not a common thief?”
Simon pretended an air of utter disappointment.
“Of course not. Which is why there is
no tassa powder in your palm wine. Such a subterfuge would be bad for
business if word got out.”
“So it appears I can trust you to the
same degree you can trust me, Lady.”
“Well, that correlation has not
really been proven, Simon. The fact I haven’t drugged you doesn’t
automatically infer I would be safe from you if you chose to take an
interest in me. Assuming I was of course pretty.”
“Which you might not be,” said
Simon again.
Bea sighed. “It’s so difficult for
you to know, isn’t it? What with the layers of veils and all...”
“A suggestion, Lady, if I may?”
“Oh?” Bea tilted her veiled head
and nodded. “A new suggestion? I am intrigued by this fresh train
of thought. Please proceed.”
“You are very kind. It occurs to me
that we are both of Earth and no one else is here, save some slaves
of no particular consequence.”
“It appears so.” Conceded Bea.
“Slaves do not count obviously. Whatever do you have in mind?”
“As our own customs on Earth are
somewhat less stringent than the native Gorean ones, it might be
acceptable for you to offer me a glimpse of your unveiled features
for a moment or two in a way you most certainly would not do if I was
native to Gor. That way a determination on the matter could be
arrived at. The mystery would then be resolved.”
“Hmm. But perhaps a woman might wish
to remain mysterious? Maybe that contributes to her allure?”
“A certain degree of mystery to begin
with is indeed alluring, but men on Gor are prone to distractions
after a time, and in a slaver city there is no shortage of delicious
distractions.” Simon turned his head to regard the coffle of slaves
of which I was one.
“And I thought you were a gentleman,”
said Bea with a pretend sigh of disappointment. “Already I bore you
with my veiled features...”
“By no means, Lady. In truth I am
even more intrigued. But the mystery cannot endure indefinitely.”
“How is the palm wine?” enquired
Bea with a smile as she changed the subject.
“To be honest, I wouldn't recommend
it.”
“Neither would I. I fear the jungles
of Schendi are not renowned for their wines. The taste is sufficient
to hide the effects of tassa powder in quantities capable of putting
a strong man to sleep though.”
“I shall bear that in mind in future
when I accept drinks in slaver houses from charming women and there
are no other customers about to observe what might then transpire.”
Simon nodded in appreciation for the advice. “Is there much of a
trade in male slaves in Schendi?”
“Only occasionally when some jungle
Ubar decides he's going to divert the course of one of the great
rivers and he needs 10,000 workers to dig through the steaming rain
forest. But at times like that we buy male livestock in bulk.
Drugging one man at a time would be time consuming and we'd never
fill our quotas by the deadline so have no fear on that score.”
“You are an interesting slaver, Lady
Beatrice.”
“I am, aren't I,” said Bea with amused enthusiasm. “I should win an award.”
“I am, aren't I,” said Bea with amused enthusiasm. “I should win an award.”
“One of the girls chained at the
front...”
“Yes?”
“Timita is her name. She works hard
to attract potential buyers. I thought you should know.”
“Good. And the other girls?”
“Rather quiet.”
“I'll see about changing that.” Bea
sniffed. “They should be calling out to passers by – exhibiting
themselves, flaunting their slut bodies. Perhaps spending a night in
close chains will improve their sales pitch tomorrow morning.”
“You care nothing that they are of
your sex and they are slaves?”
“No. This is Gor. The fact I share
their sex means little to me.”
“Excellent.” Simon seemed pleased
to hear it. “You really are a remarkable woman. I'm really quite
impressed.” Simon's eyes narrowed and his voice faltered as he then
noticed Bea casually move her right hand to where one of the pins
secured her outer veil in place. She toyed with the pin for a moment,
perhaps sliding it a little out of place before she stopped and
regarded Simon with a curious gaze. I could almost feel Simon holding
his breath in anticipation.
“Is something wrong, Simon of the
Sardar?” enquired Bea sweetly.
“For a free woman you certainly know
how to tease a man...”
“Mmm.” She let her hand fall from
the pin that was now loose and barely holding the veil in place at
the right hand side. “To tell you the truth I hated having to wear
the veil when I first came to Gor, but strangely now I feel almost
naked without it. When in Rome...”
“I have a theory.”
“Oh?” Bea refilled both goblets of
wine.
“I suspect you may not be as frigid
as you claim. I suspect you may actually have quite the healthy sex
drive for a woman.”
“For a free woman,” corrected Bea.
“I did not mean to infer any other
kind of woman. May I ask you a personal question?”
“You may ask. Whether I reply or not
remains to be seen.”
“Have you had sexual intercourse
since coming to Gor?”
There was silence as Bea said nothing.
“That is a shame,” said Simon with
a shrug. When Bea still didn't say anything, he went on to add, “Gor
is a vibrant sexual world. You are missing out, Lady. But perhaps it
is not your fault. Perhaps you are understandably cautious on a world
where you must rein in your feelings at all times. I take it you
experienced sex on Earth?”
“I did, yes.”
“How fulfilling was it?”
“You ask a lot of personal
questions.” Bea turned and walked to where Simon's coffle of slaves
knelt. I had long since given up struggling and so now I too knelt
there in nadu with the others. My hair, I suspected, was probably a
mess from the cat fighting I had endured. “You have been instructed
to sell these slaves?”
“Three of them. They are new to the
collar. But not Emma. She is here to carry back the goods I've been
told to buy.”
Bea nodded. “A shame – I could
easily sell a white skinned pleasure slave.” I knelt there as my
sister – my own dear sister – professionally assessed my body
with her hands!
“Emma is a ship girl. The others are
cargo. Plunder. You know how Yishana operates.”
“Indeed I do. She brings me good
stock. Sometimes fine breeding. For untrained girls I can offer ten
copper tarsks each.”
“Fifteen,” suggested Simon.
“As I said earlier, business is poor
at the moment. Even for white skinned girls.” Bea regarded them.
“Their training will cost me two copper tarsks each. I'll offer
twelve a piece.”
“Make it thirteen because we're both
from Earth.”
“Twelve, and I'll permit you to be my
gentle escort tonight at a cafe in the centre of Schendi that offers
wine of a better vintage than this. You never know, you might even
get a brief glimpse behind my veil before the night is ended...”
Bea didn't turn around as she said that, but I could see the
expression of delight on Simon's face that he quickly controlled.
“I think Yishana will accept twelve
tarsks for each girl,” said Simon quickly.
“Well then, Simon of the Sardar, we
have a deal. Meet me here when the sun sets and I'll have the coins
for you. And then we'll explore the safe parts of Schendi together.”
Tal Emma and Chloek,
ReplyDeleteThe slave gag is an excellent tool. I must get one for Buttercup. There again a few strikes of a switch or even the threat of that is enough to make her drop to her knees in nadu and squeak pleadingly as per Emma at the Slave House above.
Poor Emma....things go from bad to worse...
David of Abertawe
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ReplyDeleteI noticed that Simon asked Bea if she was allied to the Kur, although he did not specifically say so. Can we assume that Simon and Emma have spoken about their time on Earthy and has Simon remembered that Emma's surname was Anderson? If so is he trying to find out Bea's alliances and being a bit more intelligent than Emma who just wishes to speak to her sister without regard for consequences?
ReplyDeleteThe Kind and Gentle Lady Donna of Dover
Tal All
ReplyDeleteMight I suggest the possible slave names for the 3 new captives of Yishana.
Cassie, Connie and Lottie?
Any other suggestions?
David of Abertawe
Tal David,
ReplyDeleteThose are all good slave names I think. Also, possibly LuLu for Loella, Candy for Consuella, and Carrie for Carolina.
Tal Mick,
ReplyDeleteYours are also very good to.
It seems the best slave names end with i, ie, ey, y or a vowel.
If you google 'cute names for a female puppy or kitten' there are a fine suggestion there.
David
So Beatrice and Emma are sisters. And Simon is attracted to Bea. While that is understandable given the family traits etc. What man of Gor, or many men of earth would not want to have sisters in his slave chain?
ReplyDeleteBut Emma is very lucky she was gagged and unable to blurt out claiming a family relationship to Bea. Any Free would resent such a claim by a slave, an animal claiming to be related to a person! Slavery sunders all ties of family and Home Stone. Emma would be whipped within an inch of her life. The accusation would be resented even more by a slaver and yet even more by a Lady Slaver. What a weapon to place in the hand of an enemy or rival?
- Northern Tracker
Tal Mick, Chloe, Emma et al,
ReplyDeleteBeing biased I'd also like to suggest a range of Welsh names for kajirae.
As many of you will know Welsh is a beautiful language spoken with a lilting and almost musical intonation.
Slave girls given Welsh names can therefore sound/be made to feel/seem really beautiful and incredibly sexy when their Welsh names are pronounced correctly.
For example
Rhiannon (I remember the way a large breasted and brunette 20 year old Rhiannon's name sounded as her father called to her from outside the door of her room in the Hall of Residence at Uni one Saturday morning as I lay alongside her, as I had done since the night before.
The look on her face at this outcome was classic. In Welsh she urged her father to wait for her in the car park whilst she got dressed as she had 'overslept'....yeah right)
Haf (Pronounced HA-V) Welsh for Summer
Rhianneth (rhi-ann- ne -th)
Rhiannon (rhi-ann-on) character in the Welsh myths the Mabinogion
Arwen
Bronwen/Bronwynn (Bron-when Bron-win)
Delyth (Del-ith) Welsh for pretty
Eira (Eye-ra) Welsh for Snow
Eiriol (Eye-re-ol) Welsh for Snowy- no ..not Tintin's dog FFS!
Elin, Elinor, Eleri
Ffion (fee-on) Welsh for foxglove
Meinir (mine-ir)
Myfanwy (Dylan Thomas described this as his favourite Welsh name for a female as it sounded like a female genitalia)
Actually pronounced (Ma-van-oy) and the greatest love song ever written. Listen to the late great Ryan Davies sing it on youtube. Have a tissue or two to hand 1st.
Olwen, Seren (Star), Sian
Well there are others but I tried to pick the best slave girl ones.
Question: Any particular ones people like the sound of?
Of course they will sound different when spoken in a non-lilting Welsh accent like mine....mines is a mellifluous, honeyed baritone voice...much like Richard Burton narrating the opening scene in Zulu.....
'The Secretary of State for War has received the following dispatch from Lord Chelmsford, Commander in Chief of Her Majesty's Forces in Natal Colony …………..'
David of Abertawe
Tal David,
ReplyDeleteBeing of Welsh ancestry, I'm not impartial either. I do like those. Scanning your list reminded me of Seren Haf Gibson, but I digress.
I also like Mari, a Celtic and Nordic variant of the Latin Maria.
Tal Mick,
ReplyDeleteDo tell re: Seren Haf Gibson.
We are all ears. How much did you pay for her?
David of Abertawe