Chapter
Fourteen: The Strength of Free Women
“A free woman could hurt herself with
this,” said Yishana as she tapped the small kitchen knife that lay
on top of a stack of two crates on board the Larl. “Where did you
take it?”
“From the galley,” said Cassandra
as she stood there on deck between two of the Askaris who had brought
her to the Ubara when commanded to. Cassandra remained defiant in
spirit after several weeks on board ship, and had recently made a
clumsy attempt to steal a kitchen knife and conceal it under the
skirts of her robes, tied to her right thigh with a strip of binding
fibre. Sadly for her she was being watched constantly by kajirae and
one of them had reported swiftly to Naomi.
“And what were you planning on doing
with this knife?” Yishana picked it up, turned it by the handle and
ran her finger down the edge. It would be sharp and quick to use in a
confident hand.
“I would use it to protect my
virtue.” Unfortunately one of the Askaris had got a little frisky a
few nights before when drunk and had torn the front of Cassandra's
outer gown. It hung loose above the right breast, revealing the
second layer of gown of a softer material. Cassandra remained
unveiled for Yishana did not permit free women to veil themselves on
board the Larl.
“Your virtue remains intact so long
as I protect it.” In fairness to Yishana she had ordered the
offending Askari to be whipped at the mast for touching Cassandra
without permission, but this was only because she was now formulating
ideas to barter Cassandra to Brinn. Ideas that Simon had teased to
her over the passing weeks.
“You weren't there when your man
tried to touch me,” said Cassandra. She stood close to the
starboard rail and gazed briefly across the wide expanse of sea. It
was a warm, clear day and we could see various sea birds following
what appeared to be a shoal of migrating fish. I sat away to the side
with Asha to my left as we watched the confrontation take place.
Cassandra had challenged Yishana by stealing the knife and I knew
there would be repercussions now.
“Do you think she'll whip the free
woman?” whispered Asha to me.
“I hope so,” I whispered back.
We were playing a game of draughts,
which was something I'd introduced to Gor on board the Larl. We
actually have a lot of free time on board ship and in a moment of
inspiration I made up a simple board on a scrap of sail cloth,
marking out the equal squares and created two sets of playing pieces
from pebbles painted with nail polish. Men had their complicated
kaissa which is just chess on a grander scale, and so I introduced
draughts as a game suitable for slaves. It caught on quickly, and the
men didn't seem to mind as it seemed simple compared to their beloved
kaissa. I was something of a ranking champion on board ship as I used
to play the game at university but Asha in particular was becoming a
ferocious opponent. We would sometimes gamble for treats that we had
earned – bits of sugared candy in particular as it's a rare kajira
indeed who doesn't have a sweet tooth.
“The treatment of a captive is
contingent on the understanding that the captive does not try to
escape or conceal weapons about her person,” said Yishana as she
placed the knife back on the barrel. “You have broken that
understanding. I can no longer trust you.”
Cassandra remained stoic standing there
in her torn robes with her slim wrists braceleted in front of her.
“Your robes make it to easy for you
to conceal weapons. Remove them. You will wear the tunic of a slave
instead.”
“Never,” hissed Cassandra. “I was
born from the seed of a warrior!”
“You will wear a slave tunic, brief,
revealing, and tight. There will be no place under that scrap of
fabric to conceal another knife.”
“I will die first, before I will
dishonour my family.”
“So many captive women say that,”
said Yishana with a smile, “and yet none of them are ever prepared
to follow through on their statement. You all want to live. You will
wear a slave tunic. Be thankful you are still of use to me and I do
not give you a collar to go with it.”
I was so engrossed by this exchange of
words that I hadn't kept my eye on the draughts moves Asha had been
making and with an annoyed scowl I saw she had swiftly taken another
of my pieces. So be it, what I really wanted to see right now was
Cassandra being forced into a brief slave tunic. It's times like this
I regretted there were no cameras on Gor.
“I will not wear a slave tunic,”
repeated Cassandra.
“You can go naked on board ship if
you prefer. But what you will not do is wear robes of concealment any
more.”
Yishana held Cassandra's gaze for many
seconds as the two women regarded one another without blinking. It
was a show of force of will, and one that Cassandra could never hope
to win for the Askaris could simply strip her at knife point if she
refused to comply.
“Tell my brother I did not bring him
shame,” said Cassandra and then without warning she threw herself
at the starboard rail and, with her braceleted hands, pushed herself
over the edge. We were stunned for the second or two that it took her
body to fall over the side into the sea.
“Emma!” screamed Simon, and I knew
instinctively what he meant. Simon knew I was possibly the strongest
swimmer on board the Larl – I’m a regular seal in the water and I
ran at the ship’s rail and dived over the side after Cassandra. Why
I was doing this, I don’t know, for she had always been a complete
bitch to me, but I respond instinctively to the barked order of a man
by now.
I jackknifed into the sea and dimly saw
the flailing, floundering figure of Cassandra sink beneath me. There
was no way anyone could swim in her position. Her wrists were chained
with just a few links and the sheath like nature of her long gown
meant her legs could only take short steps and certainly couldn’t
make the kicks necessary to push back to the surface. But she knew
this when she dived over the side of the ship. Cassandra was
committing suicide rather than allow herself to be stripped and
treated like a slave. A lot of free women claim this is what they
would do if faced with the shame of the collar, but Cassandra it
seems was the real deal and meant it.
She probably meant to open her mouth
underwater and drown quickly but it’s never that easy because your
body has a natural survival instinct that overrides your conscious
brain. Cassandra was holding her breath even if she wanted to kill
herself and now as she sank deeper and deeper towards the seabed I
could see she was panicking, kicking out at the confines of her ankle
length sheath skirt in a desperate attempt to save herself. I saw her
braceleted hands flail in the water, unable to make the breast
strokes that were needed to swim. I kicked with my legs, pushing
fast, propelling myself towards Cassandra. Was she aware I was coming
for her? Did her eyes register underwater the sight of a slave girl
jackknifing through the salt water like a speeding dolphin? Or was
her brain now simply scrambled with terror?
I took hold of her and slowed her
momentum down. This wasn’t going to be easy because the weight of
her gowns would be a drag against the water going back up and her
flailing around wasn’t helping at all. I kicked up again and again
and felt us both rise. I put my arms around her chest and kicked as
hard as I could hoping she might stop struggling long enough for me
to surface. Her face reflected absolute terror and her eyes showed a
Cassandra I had never seen before – a Cassandra who was practically
looking imminent death in the face. Again I kicked up, and again, and
again. Where was that fucking surface? Cassandra was so heavy in my
arms, I feared we might not make it, even though I had champion
swimmer lungs. Another kick, and then I felt other hands helping me.
There were men around me and together we broke surface and gasped in
lungfuls of precious air.
Cassandra screamed and tried
desperately to keep her head above water, her survival instinct
taking full control of her. Around me were two Askaris and Simon and
together we kept Cassandra afloat and guided her to the side of the
Larl where a rope was being lowered down to us. We tied a loop of the
rope under Cassandra’s armpits and eased her up as the men on deck
winched the rope up slowly. She was bedraggled, hysterical and very
close to death. Another ten seconds or so might have meant her death.
“Thank you, Emma,” said Simon as he
trod water beside me. “She would have died if you hadn’t been
quick.”
“She’s Brinn’s sister,” I said.
“I suppose I couldn’t let her die.”
“Emma, I really mean this. Thank
you.”
I didn’t want Simon’s thanks. But I
nodded regardless.
I didn’t need to be raised up by a
winch and rope. I was fit enough to use the wooden blocks nailed to
the side of the Larl’s hull above the waterline. These are big
enough for foot and handholds and allow people to climb back onto a
vessel from the water. I’m nimble as a mountain goat when it comes
to climbing and I shot up the side of the ship like the most agile of
squirrels. Tijani took my hand as I reached the top and helped me
over the rail, though I didn’t need his help really, but it’s
good to let men think they’re essential.
“Well done, Emma. The Ubara is very
pleased with you.”
I smiled as I landed nimbly on the
deck. “How grateful, Master?” I asked as I felt his hands go
round my waist. Sea water dripped from my tanned body as I felt him
kiss me.
“You’re excused chores for the rest
of the week and you’ll dine with us tonight at the high table
beside the Ubara.”
“Will there be ka-la-na, Master?”
“Yes,” laughed Tijani. “You can
get drunk, you sleek little fish.”
“And afterwards, Master? When I’m
feeling particularly sleek and needy?” I purred and rubbed myself
against his crotch, feeling a hardness grow there on him, pressing
against my pelvis.
“You’ll be well used tonight, Emma.
I'll make sure of that.”
My eyes sparkled with delight as I
kissed him back. And then I glanced at the bundle of sodden robes
that was the Lady Cassandra, lying slumped on the deck, exhausted and
looking very sorry for herself. She was coming to her senses now and
realised that her suicide attempt had failed. Yishana looked
particularly angry with Brinn’s sister.
“That was a stupid thing to do,”
snarled the Ubara. “You’ll not be allowed near the ship’s rails
again. Chain her,” she said to one of the askaris. We watched as an
ankle chain was locked about her left ankle and the other end was
fastened to the slave ring at the base of the mast socket. The length
of chain afforded her enough movement to approach the rails but not
quite far enough to touch them.
“Now strip,” said Yishana as she
stood above the prone figure of Cassandra.
“No,” she said, still defiant. I
noticed that her wrists had been freed of the bracelets. No doubt
this was so that she could undress herself.
“You wish to be stripped by my men?”
asked Yishana. She seemed to grow tired of this stubborn resistance
and motioned for an Askari to do just that. The man pulled Cassandra
onto her feet and as he drew a knife Cassandra lunged forward and bit
his nose. She sank her teeth into it and as the Askari howled,
Cassandra turned his knife hand and stabbed herself in the side with
it.
Again there was shock amongst the crew
as men raced to prevent Cassandra from plunging the knife into
herself a second time. Hands wrestled the blade from her as blood
began to stain her gowns where the blade had penetrated flesh. She
struggled furiously as she was thrown to her back and her wrists
drawn away from her. Men held those wrists together against the deck
as other men held each of her ankles. She writhed on the deck crying
out words I couldn’t make out as Simon rushed over to examine the
spreading red stain on her clothes.
“Ubara, if you want this woman to
live, please stop this!” He pressed hard with a compress of wadded
cloth against the point on Cassandra’s gown where she had wounded
herself. “This woman is not a slave! She is like you – she will
choose death over slavery! Leave her her gowns or she will find a way
to kill herself eventually.”
The kajira, Asha, came running with
Simon’s medical kit from below deck.
“Please, Lady, let me dress and sew
your wound. I do not want you to die.” Simon took Cassandra’s
hand in his own and squeezed it tenderly. He really cared for her it
seemed. “I will never forgive myself if you died in my protection.”
“Your protection?” she said as she
gazed up at him.
“Yes. I swore myself to your service
at the estate, remember, Lady? I will die from spear thrusts before I
allow them to strip you. I give you my word, Lady.”
“I will die before I wear a collar,
Simon,” said Cassandra as she held his hand and gazed up into his
eyes.
“I know. And I have such respect for
you because of it,” he said. “Let me save your life, Lady.
Please.”
There were tears in her eyes as she
nodded silently. The compression was holding back the worst of the
blood loss but the stain was spreading across her gown slowly but
surely.
He raised his head and spoke to one of
the Askaris. “We need a screen around the Lady. Hurry.”
“What are you doing, Simon?” said
Yishana as she paced the deck towards him.
“I’m trying to save the Lady’s
life.”
“She seems happy enough to throw it
away. Why should I care?”
“Because she is your most valued
asset, Ubara. I told you before, her brother will pay any price to
recover her safely. He is one of Gor’s greatest warriors and he
commands a shield wall company of some of Gor’s finest warriors.
Each of his men has carved out a reputation on multiple battlefields.
As a unit they are… practically Spartans.”
“What is Spartans?”
“There were three hundred of them at
a battle called Thermopylae on Earth. They held back a Persian army
many times their size for several days. They fought like savage
larls. Brinn's men are like that. You need them if you want to take
on the warship of Cos. You cannot take the Vengeance with just your
Askaris. Tijani, tell her this is true.”
Yishana glanced at Tijani and saw him
nod.
“His assessment is correct, Ubara.
Your men are brave, but they are outnumbered two to one and the
Cosians will be Matias’s blood-guard. His best men. If Simon is
speaking the truth then these Spartans would make the difference.”
“I am telling the truth,” said
Simon. “But Brinn will not help you if his sister is shamed. He
will simply come at you with a blood vengeance of his own. He might
even ally with Matias. I have seen the man fight, Ubara. You do not
want him as an enemy.”
“You have to decide, Ubara, and
quickly,” said Tijani. “The bleeding is slow but continues.” He
pointed to Cassandra on the deck. “I believe Simon when he says
this woman will kill herself rather than be shamed. She will find a
way. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but eventually. There is
always a way. She has done nothing to offend you. She is not of Cos.
Why throw away her value?”
The air hung heavy as Yishana
considered these words.
“At least honour a brave woman,”
added Tijani. “She has not begged, crawled, demeaned herself in any
way since you took her. If she is even just a fraction of her
brother, imagine what he must be like.”
“Brinn and his company are worth four
times their numbers in battle,” said Simon. “You will have an
army.”
Yishana gazed down at Cassandra who lay
there looking pale now. Her body was in shock from blood loss from
her self inflicted wound. Simon kept the compress hard in place but
he needed to operate and stitch her up.
“Emma,” said Yishana after a while.
“Mistress?” I replied.
“This woman stole your children and
crucified you. Should I let her die?” Yishana was leaving the
choice to me. Perhaps because I had saved her from slavery a few
weeks ago. She had a sense of honour and meant to pay her debt to me
it seemed.
But did I really want Cassandra dead?
“Mistress, I’m a slave. I can’t
judge a free woman.” I felt my heart hammering inside my chest at
just the thought of such a thing. It was forbidden. Far more than
simply forbidden. I had been conditioned for seven years now to fear
and respect free women. They terrified me.
“Does she live or die, Emma?”
I was looking at the deck and didn’t
dare to raise my eyes. I knew everyone onboard would be looking at me
now.
“She is a free woman, Mistress.”
“Does she live or die, Emma?”
“She lives, Mistress,” I wept. And
I knew Cassandra would continue to hate me, even more than before,
for I had now saved her life twice, and the thought of being saved by
a slave would only intensify her loathing of me.
“Very well. Simon – save her life.”
She glanced down at Cassandra and added. “You are lucky this man
cares for you and has a persuasive tongue. You may retain your robes
provided you never attempt to conceal a weapon again. Do you
understand?”
“Yes, my captor,” said Cassandra.
“I need a screen for this free
woman,” shouted Simon as he held on to the thick cloth compress
over the wound. “She is bleeding to death and I need to operate
now!”
Yishana nodded and several of her
Askaris erected a screen around the fallen woman. Simon ordered all
the men to move to the other side of the screen so that none of them
could see Cassandra. Yishana remained, as did Asha and I. We were
slaves and so we didn’t count.
“Noble Lady, you understand I am
going to have to lift your robes away from the wound area in order to
operate. I should really cut them away but you have nothing else to
wear on board this ship. I regret the distress this will cause you to
be partially naked before me. Please believe me that I will act
completely professionally and try my best not to think of you as
anything other than a patient.”
Cassandra reached for his hand and
squeezed it softly as she lay there playing the tragic swooning
martyr to full effect. “If any man should ever be permitted to view
me in a state of undress it is you, Simon. I trust you implicitly. I
know you will banish all lustful thoughts from your mind as you
work.”
Yeah, that’s so going to happen, I
thought to myself.
“You do me such an honour, kind Lady.
Are you comfortable? Can I send for a pillow for your head?”
Oh, please… I sighed to myself.
“A small pillow would be of help in
my moment of distress, kind Simon.” She squeezed his hand with what
seemed to be fading strength.
“Emma! A pillow! The softest,
plumpest one possible for this precious, kind Lady!”
I reluctantly headed to Yishana's
cabin, selected a pillow that met that description and came
scampering back to deliver it to Simon. I resisted the temptation to
spit on it when no one could see me.
Simon very tenderly raised the back of
Cassandra’s head and slid the pillow between her and the deck. “You
are the bravest woman on Gor, Lady,” he said as he then began to
lift the ankle length hem of the dress up past her knees and up
towards her waist. Cassandra had good legs. Not as good as mine, but
good legs. I knelt there fascinated as the hem of the dress was
carefully pulled up past her vagina and over her hips. I was seeing a
lot more of Cassandra than she probably wanted me to see. And from
where I knelt I could see she was vain enough to keep her pubic hair
very neatly trimmed. The knife wound above her hips, to the left of
her belly was now exposed and bleeding freely until a fresh compress
was placed over it. Simon began barking instructions to Asha to hand
him his sterile solutions that would clean the wound. He seemed
satisfied that the Lady had missed her vital organs and so no serious
damage had been done. Simon reached for a bottle of some chemical and
poured a little of it onto a wadded cloth. He then held the cloth to
Cassandra’s mouth and nose, making her breathe in the fumes. I
think it was capture scent, normally used to render women unconscious
before abduction and enslavement, but in this case it served as an
anaesthetic. Cassandra grew sleepy and her eyes gradually fluttered
closed. As soon as she seemed to be out Simon began his real work,
sterilising and then sewing closed the knife wound, working carefully
to stitch a suture that would leave as small a scar as possible under
the circumstances. In a proper operating theatre he would have been
able to do a neater job, but even so his stitching on board the Larl
seemed precise and neat.
With the battlefield surgery complete,
Simon applied a tight clean dressing to the stitched wound, wrapping
bandage gauze around Cassandra's lower body to hold it tightly in
place. The Lady was already coming round from the brief application
of capture scent and Simon smiled at her as she blinked her weary
eyes open.
“I’ve finished stitching your
wound, lady. You will need lots of rest and high protein food to keep
your strength up. Please promise me you will not try to kill yourself
again.”
“So long as I have you by my side,
kind Simon, I will know I am safe from humiliation.”
“I promise it, Lady.” He began to
pull Cassandra's bloodied robes about her lower body again, inching
the fabric carefully down past her sex, down past her thighs and all
the way to her ankles.
“This woman needs rest,” said Simon
loudly for all to hear. “She is to be treated with the dignity and
respect afforded to the most precious of free women. I will answer
with steel to any man who attempts to humiliate her in any fashion.”
A bold challenge and one Simon would be
hard pressed to back up with martial skill as his ability with a
blade was average at best, but I think the Askaris respected his
warning that he would protect a free woman. Goreans understand that
principle as much as they understand that a true man will defend his
Home Stone with his dying breath. Simon had staked his protectorship
of Cassandra and it was likely that the men on board the Larl would
respect that, at least as long as there were sufficient kajirae to
cater to their sexual needs. A ship without luscious slave girls
would be a very different and far more dangerous environment for
Cassandra to be a captive in. Without slaves on board the Larl I
doubt even Yishana would be able to protect Cassandra from rape.
Men take what they feel is owed to
them.
Events began to move swiftly from that
point as Yishana spent a few days questioning both Simon and myself
about Brinn. Despite his fame in central Gor, Yishana had never heard
of him, but she seemed impressed by what we had to say. I stuck to
the official story that made him out to be the saviour of Gor and I
embellished the truth of recent events in Port Kar by giving Brinn
the credit for exposing and destroying the Shadow Council conspiracy.
Simon recognised what I was doing and backed up my version of events.
“He will do anything to protect his
sister. Simon is right when he says you can make a compact with him.
But do not anger him Mistress. He is stubborn to the point of being
self destructive. Make it clear that you simply captured Cassandra as
a consequence of attacking the ship she travelled on and he will not
consider you a natural enemy provided you have left her virtue intact
and done nothing to humiliate her.”
Simon then praised the martial might of
Brinn's warriors, claiming they were among the best on Gor, which was
probably true to be honest. The best warriors are drawn to serve
under the war banners of the mightiest heroes. That's just the way
things are. We also stressed the fact that Brinn had certain ties of
friendship to Port Kar, mostly because of Samos, and so had no love
for Cos. That was probably deceitful through omission for we didn't
mention he had nothing against Cos either.
The more we spoke, the more we could
see that Yishana was definitely interested in securing Brinn's
assistance. And then in private I added one final inducement. “You
have sworn an oath to return me to my children, Mistress, for what I
did to save you from the collar. If you are going to do that you will
be contacting Brinn anyway. Why not secure his aid in the process?”
And so it was done. Yishana spoke in
private with Kerim Shah and gained his approval. She would send a
message to the Sardar notifying him that he had both his sister and
me and was prepared to strike a deal. The message was sent by tarn,
from a coastal town, and we waited anxiously for the inevitable
reply. When it came I was delighted by the response. Brinn would
come. He would meet us in the equatorial water close to the Bastion.
He would bring a warship packed with armed men. And he warned Yishana
that if any harm befell Cassandra, he would wreak bloody revenge.
Strangely enough the threat seemed to
please Yishana. When I asked why she simply replied, “I would not
have any use for an ally who did not feel that way about his sister.
I want an ally capable of murderous intent.”
A week later we had returned to the
Bastion.
This time around our arrival in the
sheltered harbour was met with a rather more frosty reception than
before. Gone was the usual witty banter and cordial welcome. There
was no more Grigor exclaiming how delighted he was to see the lovely
Yishana once again, veilless and beautiful. Bad blood now existed
between them, at least as far as Grigor was concerned, following our
previous visit when Yishana had deliberately wrecked the proposed
ransom arrangements and had gone on to provoke Matias and threaten
Grigor. Now I think Grigor just wanted to wash his hands of the whole
arrangement, and if necessary he would have agreed to simply hand
Saffia over to the Cosians for free had Yishana’s warnings not
startled him. I think everyone knew that if Grigor opposed Yishana
she would make it her new mission in life to lurk close to the
harbour inlet and sink every customer who potentially tried to reach
or leave the island on which the Bastion was built. The fortress
itself might be impregnable, mounted on top of its bleak outcrop, but
the sailing ships that provided the economic reason for the Bastion
to exist would be easy prey for the Larl of the Thassa.
“Grigor, you are well, I hope?”
said Yishana pleasantly as if nothing bad had been said last time
around.
“I endure. Can we get this over with?
I have received many communications from the Cosians, each one more
impatient than the last. They have your gold, minted in Ar, and they
wish to conclude the ransom. They feel, perhaps not unreasonably,
that you are deliberately delaying matters. Where have you been?”
“I am a busy woman,” said Yishana
with a smile as she regarded Grigor and his small band of men. “I
needed to buy new clothes for example. Contemporary fashion is so
fickle.”
“I don’t find that funny.”
“Oh? You do seem quite dour these
days, Grigor. Perhaps the cold sea air doesn’t suit you?”
“Can I send for the Cosian vessel?
Can we conclude this ransom arrangement? I want an end to this.”
“Patience my impetuous little friend.
Fate and destiny are steady flowing rivers on which we all sail
without the aid of oars or sails.”
“What the fuck is that supposed to
mean?” Grigor really wasn't happy and he had no time for these
verbal games any more. “The longer I hold Saffia, the more threats
I receive from the Cosians! They are growing very threatening indeed!
This is all your doing! Just take their gold! Release the woman! I
want an end to this.”
“Before we begin, I have some
questions for the Lady Saffia,” said Yishana, ignoring the man's
outburst. “Bring her to me.” Her eyes grew hard. “Now.”
Grigor wasn’t the only one who had
changed in the interim. It was a newly confident Lady Saffia who
emerged from the lower levels of the Bastion, accompanied by two
respectful slave girls in attendance. She now wore clean new robes
and her face was veiled. She walked with the air of superiority I
often saw in free women of high status who knew they wielded
influence and power. I could only assume that the Cosian threats to
Grigor had scared him enough to accord every conceivable comfort and
privilege to the Lady Saffia during her endless incarceration. He
perhaps desperately wanted Saffia to speak favourably of him once the
ransom was concluded for fear that an angry Cos might otherwise
starve his island fortress into submission with a protracted and
costly naval siege. Yishana seemed amused by the way Grigor visibly
bowed before his prisoner, keen to stay in her good favour.
“You look well, Lady Saffia,” said
Yishana as she regarded the woman. “Grigor’s hospitality seems to
have improved.”
“He wisely understands that my
incarceration has angered the island of Cos and that his only chance
of being spared the wrath of the Cosian navy is to treat me as the
woman of high status that I am. What do you want, pirate? Am I to be
at last ransomed?” She looked down at Yishana with possibly a sneer
that was hidden behind her veils.
“Your ransom is close to hand, but I
have a few questions for you first. Why has your beloved Matias never
coupled with you following your free companionship? Why are you still
white silk?”
To be a fair it was a question I was
curious about too, but then I was a kajira and we're the most curious
of creatures.
“I will not discuss such things with
you, pirate,” snapped Saffia. “It is none of your business.”
“You are my business, Lady, and you
are also my captive. I am not Grigor Sansum. I am not scared of the
might of Cos. You will answer my question or I will have you stripped
and whipped by one of my men.”
“Ubara!” exclaimed Grigor in
protest. “You cannot do that! This woman is protected by the rules
of the Bastion and…”
“Kakuma, if this noisy little urt
tries to tell me what I can or cannot do again you have my permission
to kill him on the beach along with all his men,” said Yishana
without looking at Grigor who now took a step back in fear. His men
were outlaws, not religious fanatics like the Askaris. He had no
doubt the black skinned warriors would carry out the orders of their
Goddess without hesitation. “Make it slow and painful.”
“As you command, Ubara,” said the
grim faced Kakuma. “Slow and painful, on the point of our spears,
it will be.”
“You really go too far, Yishana,”
said Grigor, but he stepped well away from Saffia who now looked
about her in alarm.
“Grigor?” She shrieked.
“Answer the woman's question, dear
Lady,” suggested Grigor. “She is insane. She is a monster. I wish
I’d never met her.”
“Oh Grigor,” said Yishana with a
smile. “You hurt my feelings. And after I went to all the trouble
of wearing my prettiest gown and slippers to please you.”
She turned back to regard her captive.
“Let me put my question in simple terms for you, you Cosian slut,”
said Yishana as she advanced on Saffia with a drawn knife. “Are you
frigid and have rebuffed his advances for three years, or has the
admiral no interest in putting you belly down on his couch and using
you for his pleasure? Which is it?”
“Grigor! Please! She is threatening
me!”
But Grigor it seems was not brave
enough to face the Askaris here on the beach. He turned his face away
from Saffia. “Please Lady, do not provoke this insane woman.”
“Matias is a complicated man!” said
Saffia at last. She was in tears because Yishana had suddenly face
stripped her in advance of presumably cutting away her clothes. The
loss of her veils had forced the words from her mouth when she
realised that none of the men of the Bastion would dare intervene.
“Complicated how? Has he never tried
to sleep with you? And if so, why not?”
“He…” Saffia looked terrified
now. “He has… tried…”
“Oh.” Yishana laughed. “Ah… now
it becomes clearer. He has… tried…”
“It is my fault! I am too frigid! I
must be too frigid!” she wailed. “I am at fault.”
“Does he couple with his slaves?”
asked Yishana.
“I assume so,” wept Saffia. “I do
not want to know if he does. I hate the presence of his slaves! He
always shows them off! You saw that when he came here first to ransom
me.”
“You assume he uses them, but you do
not know for certain. Does your free companion prefer the company of
men? It is not unheard of. Astawe on my ship enjoys the use of young
men for example in the port of Schendi. I do not think it wrong.”
“No. I would know if that was the
case,” said Saffia. “He is not that way. He… it… I am at
fault! I must be! I do not… excite him sufficiently…”
“Have you tried crawling to him naked
on your hands and knees, your ass raised, begging use?” suggested
Yishana with a smile.
“No! Of course not!”
“Have you tried dancing before him,
the dances of a slave girl, your body dressed in pleasure silk?”
“How dare you!”
“I am only trying to help,” said
Yishana with a laugh. “How frequently does he attempt to have sex
with you?”
“I can't answer these questions!”
wailed Saffia in fear.
“I will whip you.”
“He stopped trying in the first year
in frustration,” sobbed Saffia. “It is my fault! I know it is my
fault! I do not please men!”
“I think my Askaris would beg to
differ if they had you on your belly on a pile of sail cloth,” said
Yishana. “I do not think my Askaris would have any complaints at
all. I think the problem is probably with your beloved. You must be a
very frustrated woman.”
“No! I adore my beloved and he adores
me.”
“Would I be correct in guessing he
rose to the rank of second admiral in some way connected with his
free companionship of you?” asked Yishana.
“Well…” Saffia reluctantly
nodded. “My family is very influential in Telnus.”
“So, a political advantageous
companionship. It is common enough. I suspect he does desire you if
he made many attempts to couch with you. No doubt the loss of you
would reflect badly on his status in Cos. I see why he wants you
back. Your family would turn on him if he failed to recover their
daughter. Do you desire men, Lady Saffia?”
“Please…” she wept. “These
questions are intrusive!”
“I am simply asking you whether you
have healthy sexual responses for an adult woman. I am not suggesting
you are a natural slave. I take some pleasure from sex when I use men
as I wish, when I chain them helplessly in my cabin. That doesn’t
make me a slave. Do you find men of interest sexually?”
“Yes.” Saffia’s voice was very
quiet. I could see slight curls of smiles appear on the faces of her
two slave girls. We are always amused when a mistress reluctantly
expresses some interest in men.
“Then you must be sexually
frustrated, at least to some degree?”
“Yes,” wept Saffia again.
“It is perfectly acceptable for a
gentle woman to desire the comforts and warmth of the couch with her
free companion. No one thinks less of you for it. It is what free
companionship is for. An acceptable arrangement for free women to
experience gentle love making. Thank you for answering my questions,
Lady.” Yishana smiled sweetly. “Before I go I’m going to tell
you a little secret. Something that may help with your frustrations
concerning your free companionship.” And then we all watched as
Yishana stood close to Lady Saffia and whispered something into her
ear. There was a stifled scream from the Lady from whatever Yishana
had said. She stood there looking pale and scared as Yishana rejoined
us and motioned for us to return to the long boats beached at the
harbour side.
“What did you say to her, Mistress?”
I asked as we neared the row boats.
“You’re always curious, aren’t
you, Emma?”
“I am a kajira, Mistress. We’re all
very curious beasts. It's who we are.”
“Perhaps I should have you whipped
for being curious?”
“Oh no, Mistress, if you whipped
kajirae for being curious, you'd be whipping kajirae all the time.
You're far too busy to do that.”
“A good answer my sweetly curved
girl. I told her a secret. I told her that I never had any intention
of ransoming her, and that very soon when I have her beloved trapped
and killed, I’ll have her enslaved, branded and sold in Schendi and
she’ll no longer have to worry about lying on her couch alone,
untouched by men, ever again.”
And then, five weeks later, Brinn's
warship arrived...
Tal Emma,
ReplyDeleteAnother riveting chapter....let me guess you won't publish next week as it is Christmas (again!) and we'll all have to wait until New Year's Eve at the earliest!!!
I'd have you whipped and cleaning out the piss pots for a week for doing that if you were my slave....
Anyway thanks for posting. Highlight of each Wednesday this...
David of Abertawe
You guessed it, Master. We take our traditional Christmas break next week, so there won't be a chapter on Christmas Day. Obviously this is unforgivable and we deserve to be punished, but perhaps not if I work hard before then to produce a Christmas themed short story in time before I go?
DeleteThis one would serve both as foreshadowing for the next Emma book, Gods of Gor, and a flashback to 1995 (through a PoV of Emma's father, the Gorean hero Marcellus, when he left his family on Christmas Day to head back to Gor for the very last time). Fingers crossed I'll have it ready in time. Obviously, threats of punishments with piss pots could affect the creative process as I'm prone to being very anxious about such things, and being anxious doesn't help when it comes to writing the high standard of prose that the kid Masters and Mistresses have come to expect... *soft smile* ;)
No it does NOT make up for it!
DeleteI sooooo want to know what happens next!
Can't you tell!
You are a total total tease..but then I knew that..
If Chapter 15 isn't online for New Year's Day I'll order Chloe and Candice to search the estate for all your Baklava!
David of Abertawe
Tal Emma and David,
ReplyDeleteOne really must respect Cassandra's willingness to perish rather than betray her principles. She has courage backing up her convictions. It seems I have misjudged her, considering her to be like all the other haughty, conceited, pampered high born free ladies we have seen fold up under duress. It is a pleasant surprise learning Cassandra has some admirable traits after all.
Enslavement will be a sure cure for Saffia's frigidity and sexual frustration issues. It's not over until it's over, but Saffia's prospects of remaining a free lady are growing dimmer yet again.
Aimee has fully accepted her fate but remains frustrated regarding Saffia's status. It will be a bittersweet relief for Aimee when she learns that she and Saffie are now chain sisters.
The Lady Cassandra seems to mean it when she says she'd rather take death than shame her family. I'll give her that. I didn't realise she had it in her.
ReplyDeleteI'm pleased to hear Aimee is coming along nicely. There will be some pictures posted fairly soon I think... I'm a bit behind on the extras that Chloe has made recently.
And yes, Master, it doesn't really bode well for the Lady Saffia, I think...
But hey! Brinn and Chloe return to the saga at long last in chapter 15! I wonder what they'll make of Yishana... ;)
Tal Emma,
ReplyDeleteI can't wait for Chapter 15.....
David of Rainsoaked Abertawe
Northern Tracker Said
ReplyDeleteI think we are near the end of the time of the rule of Yishana, Ubara of the Black Coast. Her insensate angering of all around her, including the souring of relations with the Bastion, will leave all hands against her soon. Changing the terms with the ransoming of the lady of Cos, has caused the Bastion to lose face, and has threatened Grigor’s reputation as an honest broker, on which so much of his income depends.
With the capricious change in terms, there is no dishonour for Grigor in betraying her to Cos, or indeed to Brinn.
While Simon may declare that Brinn will bring his warriors to fight by Yishana’s side, he is more likely to attack the pirate and free his sister.
Yishana will soon enough discover whether she herself will die as a free woman rather than yield herself slave.
And then, whither Emma? Return to the slavery of Brinn? Become a slave in Cos?
I agree Master. Now Yishana will have turned Grigor against her, by dishonestly using the Bastion to further her own plans. He will partner with Cos to arrange her downfall.
ReplyDeleteAnd one of her own trusted lieutenants now sees her as something other than an Ubara. Perhaps he even wonders why he could not become Ubar of the Black Coast himself.
Surely this time she has gone too far. It is all about to come crashing down.
Of course, that said... Hasn't everything Yishana has ever done been a step too far for a woman of Gor?
- Tayla
A perceptive assessment of Yishana, chain-sis. I tend to structure my books in four parts so we're about to reach the final section where all the themes to date accelerate to their climax. Yishana has lived dangerously on the edge for some time now, and we shall soon see how victorious she is.
DeleteTal,
ReplyDeleteIt occurs to me Gor needs a few strong women, at least. It's too soon to write off Yishana. She has been on a dangerous course all along. There are sufficient alternate outcomes to keep us watching the developments with great interest until the very end. As a famous baseball player once said, "It's not over until it's over."
I agree, Master. I try to write strong women to differing degrees of strength. My strongest (in a determined mental sense) female characters to date (leaving aside Emma herself) would definitely include Yishana, Cassandra, Tallia, Rachel, and Cat Ambrose. One of my criticisms of Norman's books is that by and large all the women are door mats. I try and shake things up a bit on that score without undermining the male-dominant theme of Gor itself.
DeleteTal all,
ReplyDeleteI am interested in the fact that Brinn and Chloe are going to arrive back on the scene in Chapter 15. Chloe is now First Girl, and seems to be rising to the role. Will Brinn keep her in post and therefore will Emma have to call her Mistress? I think Brinn will do well to keep Chloe in post as Emma just might be a bit distracted in the coming days and nights.
Chloe might also stamp out Emma's habit of constantly referring to her training pedigree. Chloe, I would recommend frequent use of the whip and cleaning the latrines would aid in this matter.
Brinn was also intending to breed from Emma so no doubt Marik and Jacinta will be having younger siblings in about a year.
Anyway many thanks to the current First girl and her predecessor for their hard work this year.
The Kind and Gentle Lady Donna of Dover
Very perceptive questions/guesses, Mistress. The next couple of chapters will answer many of them. :)
DeleteI wish it was me chained to the row deck naked and stripped and whipped in my mind iam a 18yrs old galley wench sold at the sea port slave auction
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