(14):
The use of a slave
“Do you have the keys to these
handcuffs?” I asked. I stood there in the wisp of pleasure silk
with my wrists securely locked in slave bracelets as I stood inside
the, for want of a better word, shag palace room. There were brass
lamps, low tables with mosaic designs, luxurious drapes, marble
statuettes of naked and semi-naked women, and of course THAT enormous
couch bed that dominated the room with its furs, silk throws and
heavy iron rings set into the head board and foot of the bed. It was
Adam's bedroom for the night and it was presumably decked out in the
style of a sleeping chamber on the mythical planet, Gor.
I had danced for the men. I don't think
I danced well for I'm not a trained dancer, but I hadn't been whipped
so that was a plus. The slave girls had laughed at my dancing to
begin with until Adam had angrily silenced them. They obeyed
instantly and seemed to crawl to his feet for forgiveness. I tried to
move my body in time to the music, swaying my hips, moving my arms
behind my body to thrust out my breasts. Kimina watched me like a
hawk with that sharp switch at the ready! I glided around the circle,
lifting my hands to my hair, and then higher until the tips of my
fingers touched as I turned again to half glance at the men and then
look away in fear, my hips swaying all the time. Andromedus's
expression was stern, impassive, devoid of emotion. I feared I might
not be pleasing! I feared I might be whipped! I dropped to my knees
and swayed to the music, lay down on my belly and crawled before then
rising on all fours, my head shaking, as some primal feeling
deep inside of me began to instruct me what to do. I danced for the
men to the best of my untrained ability.
After I had danced I had knelt with the
other girls and served the men. As I was new to the collar I was only
allowed to hold a tray of fruit. Andromedus had carried on talking to
Adam with interest, talking about Gor, testing Adam, and finding that
Adam was actually very well informed. Even I was surprised at the
extent of his knowledge.
There was little call for my fruit and
so I spent an hour and a half simply kneeling under the watchful eye
of the first girl. If ever I began to slouch I would feel the tap of
the switch on my shoulders and instantly I would be back to full
attention. It was very demeaning, but also alarmingly instructive. I
became very alert to the slightest touch of the slave switch, for if
I didn't I knew a sharper more stinging blow would swiftly follow.
With few demands now placed upon me I
began to lose my initial fear and if anything boredom set in while I
knelt serving food that no one wanted. Adam gazed at me occasionally
as he ate, drank and talked to Andromedus but by and large I seemed
forgotten.
Eventually the men parted company and
retired to their rooms, for it appeared Adam would be staying
overnight. Kimina back braceleted me and after a little while led me
to Adam's guest room and delivered me to him for 'his use'.
I stood there now in the bed chamber
feeling more than a little apprehensive. Although I trusted Adam, I
knew how I now looked, and it would be difficult for him to control
his natural reactions to having a soft perfumed slave girl alone in
his bed chamber.
“Of course. The key is over on the
table, Cat. Help yourself.” Adam smiled as he reached for the wine
bottle and poured a glass as I turned round to reach for the keys
with my chained hands.
“Thank you. I'm looking forward to
getting out of these.” Picking the key up without being able to see
it was more difficult than I thought. I fumbled with my fingers until
I felt the coldness of the metal on the surface of the table. Then I
turned the key between the fingers of my right hand and tried to get
the key into one of the two locks. This proved to be impossible. I
fumbled again and again but even with the key stretched as far as it
could be between my finger tips, I could barely do more than touch
the metal of the lock with the very tip of the key. Twice I dropped
it because I had such a tenuous grip and twice more I fumbled to
retrieve it from the floor, bending down to do so, and looking hardly
dignified in the process.
“You can have some wine if you like,
Cat,” said Adam as he regarded my futile attempts at unlocking the
steel around my wrists. “Once you've taken the slave bracelets
off.” He seemed amused by my wriggling as time and again I dropped
the key, crouched to retrieve it and then looked exasperated as I
couldn't see what I was doing.
After several minutes I had to concede
defeat.
“I can’t do this,” I said. “It’s
impossible. You’ll need to free me, Adam.”
“You can't free yourself? “ said
Adam as he sipped his wine.
“No, the locks are beyond the reach
of my fingers, even holding the key at the very edge of my finger
tips doesn't work. Can't get any traction.”
“Wow, so you’re helplessly bound
until I free you?”
“Don’t look so smug.” I walked
towards him and turned about so my cuffed wrists faced him now.
“That’s a sexy look, Cat,” he
said as he took the key from my fingers.
“Okay, so this is probably a major
fantasy of yours, but I really want out of these things.”
“Turn back round, Cat,” said Adam.
“Face me. Just for a moment.”
I turned back to face him. I felt his
hands touch my hips as he gazed down into my eyes, his head moving
into my personal space.
“You know I’m going to kiss you,
Cat. Unless you tell me not to. You know that, right?”
I felt a sudden rush of anticipation as
Adam said that. I flexed my wrists that were so securely bound behind
my back and imagined for a moment how helpless I would be if he
wished to kiss me without my permission. “Adam...”
“Yes, Cat?” He moved his lips a
little closer to mine.
“Adam, I'm not sure this is a good
idea...”
“I’m not hearing a specific 'no',
Cat,” said Adam as he moved even closer. There was something about
being touched like that while I was helpless that made the fire burn
inside me. I hadn’t had sex for nearly nine months and now in these
metal handcuffs I felt a stirring between my legs that was close to
obscene.
“I can't free myself, Adam...” Just
saying those words made me feel aroused because it was true. I had no
way, no way whatsoever of freeing myself, even with the key in my
hand. “I really can't free myself...”
“Still so sexy the way you say that,
and I'm still not hearing no,” said Adam as his lips now brushed
mine ever so gently. I moved forward to meet them and tasted the kiss
and God it felt good. I felt his hands place themselves on my silk
clad ass and the small of my lower back as I was positioned in his
embrace for ease of kissing. I felt that deep sensual kiss magnified
a thousand fold by the fact that my hands were locked in slave steel.
My body was on fire all of a sudden and I couldn’t help myself as I
kissed back, deeply, passionately, lifting myself up on my toes to
reach him. I pulled at the slave bracelets, not out of fear or panic
or resistance but because pulling like that enhanced the breathtaking
intensity of that kiss by a magnitude of the sun going supernova.
When Adam finally pulled away I was breathing hard, my skin flushed,
my wrists sore from the strain I had placed on them.
“Everything okay, Cat?” said Adam
with a smile.
“Yes.” my voice was hoarse and
emotional. “Why did you do that?”
He ignored my question. “I think you
like being kissed when your hands are secured behind your back in
slave steel,” he chuckled. I blushed by way of response. “Bracelet
check, Caitlin.” Those last words were issued like some sort of
command. I must have looked confused again for he then explained.
“It's a Gorean position. The kajira turns to face away from her
master, and lifts her hands and arms behind her, so that the master
may easily check that slave bracelets connected by a short length of
chain are securely locked on her wrists. Is that clear?”
“Yes, but...”
“Then obey the instruction. Bracelet
check.”
I turned and lifted my wrists towards
him. I felt his hands on the cuffs, and then on the short length of
three steel links that separated the cuffs. I felt a little giddy as
he did this, expecting him to place the key in the first lock but was
surprised then when he didn't.
“You continue to be held quite
securely, Caitlin. How does it feel?”
“Adam...”
“Tell me, how does it feel?”
“I don't know. Scary, but in a nice
way because it's you and not one of the other men in this house.” I
couldn't see him with my back turned, but I could feel him standing
close beside me, his hands on my chained wrists. He was so close to
me now! I felt his breath on the back of my neck!
“Are you aroused?”
“Adam!”
“Bondage is fun, isn't it? I could
just tie you to the slave ring at the foot of the bed and leave you
there tonight untouched,” suggested Adam. “Or perhaps make use of
you in the furs?”
“What?!”
He bent his head closer to my ear and
then said “Sorry, Cat, it's possible the room is bugged. Kiss me
softly and I’ll whisper into your ear while you do. We can talk
this way for a couple of minutes without being overheard.”
I began to slowly press small kisses on
Adam’s neck and body as he caressed me, though taking care to only
touch me lightly, and only on what he assumed were non erogenous
zones.
“This is a dangerous place, Cat.
Listen carefully, we can’t do anything to arouse suspicion. You’re
doing great by the way. In a few minutes I’m going to take you to
the bed and then I’m going to fake having sex with you. I won’t
enter you, I promise. With the bed covers over us we can talk without
being overheard.”
“You think the room is bugged?” I
whispered back as I nibbled softly at the lobe of his ear. I felt his
body stiffen as I touched him there with my lips so I quickly
withdrew. It would be awkward if I accidentally gave him an erection.
Then I felt his hands on my thighs turning me slightly so now his
mouth was close to the side of my neck where he could whisper again.
“In all likelihood yes. We’re under suspicion until we prove
otherwise, or rather I am. Andromedus has taken a liking to me. He
thinks I have potential as a Gorean. If he didn’t feel that way he
would have taken you from me by now and my fate might have been a
grisly one.”
I stiffened as I heard that. Taken from
Adam? Was that even possible?
“They’re really involved with
slavery then?” I whispered as I addressed myself to his neck again
with my lips, being careful this time to mostly air kiss him. My
delicate kisses were having an unfortunate effect it seemed for I
felt Adam’s grip on me inadvertently tighten without him realising
it. “Your hands!” I protested softly and then felt him relax his
hold on me, which was just as well for I too was beginning to grow a
little aroused by all of this pretend foreplay, especially while my
wrists were bound. He stood so close to me and his hands were
arousing me even though he didn’t mean to.
And... oh shit, I became aware of
something pressing hard against me. He had an erection.
Fuck. He must know I knew.
“Yes. This is genuine. You’re safe
because I own you and because Andromedus thinks I will be useful. But
I mustn’t appear Un-Gorean. That would change things.”
“Adam, have I given you an erection?”
I whispered quietly.
“Yes you have, Cat.” he smiled
despite the horror of our situation. “You do that to me just
standing within my personal body space, let alone if we're touching.”
“Sorry,” I said with a half smile.
“Do you have any idea how desirable
you are looking like that?”
“Sorry,” I said again. I rested my
head against his chest and felt a growing sense of arousal myself. It
wasn't just Adam, it was the effect of being chained and helpless. I
had never been chained tightly before and the feelings I now had were
slightly worrying. Being dressed in pleasure silk didn't help either.
I felt open and exposed.
“Oh!” I suddenly squealed and moved
as he touched a most pleasurable spot on my body, possibly
deliberately.
“Is something wrong Cat?” said Adam
with a grin.
“No… it’s nothing.” I held my
breath and tired to think of calming things that would take my mind
off how his hands had felt just now. Imagine a naked Donald Trump, I
thought to myself. That will calm me down.
“I’m going to unlock your bracelets
and take you to the bed now, Cat,” he whispered. “Don't worry.
I'm not going to make use of you. Make a show of wriggling a little
bit in slave heat but don’t overdo it.”
I felt the click as my slave bracelets
slid from my wrists. Then with an incredible ease that surprised me,
Adam scooped me up off my feet and held me in his arms as he moved
towards the huge Gorean couch bed.
“I don't wriggle!” I said in mock
outrage.
“Oh!” I suddenly began to wriggle
wildly as he brushed me lightly between my legs.
“And now you're wriggling,” he said
with another smile. “I thought you didn't wriggle?” He dropped me
on to the bed where I lay, hot and aroused.
Naked Donald Trump. Naked Donald Trump.
Lubricated naked Donald Trump.
Glistening.
Adam slid under the covers with me and
if anyone was watching we were obviously making love. Except we
weren't.
“Your penis is rock hard and prodding
me in the thigh,” I whispered as I pretended to kiss his neck.
“Sorry about that. This isn't easy
for me. I would normally be inside you, enjoying you.”
Enjoying me?! I shivered in a delicious
way, imagining that Adam did just that right now. I would only have
to part my legs and touch his penis with my hand and he would know.
Then he would 'enjoy me'. God, I felt horny just thinking about it.
How did Goreans refer to it? I would be 'put to use.'
Put to use... fucked... fucked so hard.
I fought back a soft whimper as I felt his stiff penis slide along
the inside of my thigh, so close to where the tip could penetrate my
sex..
“Are they going to allow us to
leave?” I whispered as I banished thoughts of being taken and used
in this bed.
“Yes. I've passed all the tests.
Andromedus thinks I have potential.”
“And me?”
“He thinks you're a natural slave. He
was actually impressed. He offered me money for you.”
“What?!”
“You're so cute when you're outraged.
Do you want to know your offer price?”
“No! No I don't.”
“Really? Okay.”
I nibbled my lower lip in the dim lamp
light. I was a bit curious what a man like Andromedus might offer for
me. But there was no way I'd tell Adam that.
Being in bed with Adam was far too
distracting. Adam was making fake thrusting motions under the covers
and I found his penis was rubbing up and down my inner thigh in the
process.
“Will you stop doing that?!” I
tried to hold myself very still because the fact was with Adam
holding me like this I was actually very aroused now. I tried to
concentrate on other things. “Adam, do you know about the ankle
ring I'm wearing?”
“Yes. And don't worry, Caitlin, we'll
deal with that when we're back home. I've already restricted you from
things like kajira catch.”
“Kajira catch? What is kajira catch?”
“They didn't tell you?” We lay
together now, our mouths close to one another, so very close. It was
the best position in order to whisper quietly, but his mouth was so
close to mine and I could so easily kiss him on the lips... I was so
wet between my legs and he only needed to touch me there to
understand quite how wet I was.
“No, what is kajira catch?”
“It's a game they sometimes play with
new girls like you. They are sent into London in a restricted area
that they cannot move out of. Their speed of travel is limited to a
rate of two miles an hour. And then men enter that area to look for
them. You will show up on their phone app when they move within 100
yards of you, and you will know a master is close by, but you will
not know where until he enters your line of sight. When a master
catches you... well, you're his for the night.”
“We have to get out of here,” I
said urgently. “I should never have come here.”
Adam put his arm around me as we lay I
the bed. I snuggled close to him, terrified again by the description
of what they could do to me. I tried to forget how aroused Adam was
making me feel. I only had to part my thighs, touch his penis with my
hand. That is all I would have to do. I so wanted him to touch me!
“Let's get some sleep, Cat.” I felt
him stroke my hair. “We'll deal with the ankle ring in the
morning.”
I parted my thighs slightly, but
couldn't bring myself to touch his penis. What would he think of me?
I felt incredibly frustrated as I closed my thighs again and tried to
get some restless sleep.
I had very sexy dreams that night...
And it begins for Adam and Cat. I love how both begin slowly to enjoy somehow what is developing inside them.
ReplyDeleteIt's definitely a game changer for their 'friendship'...
DeleteYou can't easily go back to movie nights on separate armchairs after something like that... ;)
Very knowledgeable about Gor... hmmm.
ReplyDeleteDon't know I would have had his willpower.
Matt Harris
And upon further reflection, they probably should have had sex. Best way to fake something is not to fake it.
DeletePretty sure Adam could have convinced her. ;-)
Matt Harris
It's certainly impressive, Master – by his own admission Adam read a few of the Gor paperback books when he was a teenager and now twenty years later he can recall enough obscure detail to impress a senior Gorean slaver!
DeleteWhat a guy! ;)
And yes, one can only wonder just how close Adam might have been to making the sex seem a little more *ahem* realistic... ;)
Early days yet in their 'complicated' relationship... ;)
Yep. The entire "bracelet check" piece makes me think that he has had sort of experience with slaves. Adam might want to be careful as their relationship redefines itself, that he not end up ruining the things he likes about her.
DeleteIn Hunters of Gor, IIRC, there was a pirate who said that he "liked them sassy". I think Adam has a bit of that.
Matt Harris
Brinn is a bit like that pirate, Master. He likes me to speak my mind, though obviously with the proviso that if he doesn't like what I'm saying he'll tell me to be quiet. He appreciates intelligence in a woman and enjoys conversing with me well into the night on all manner of topics and he genuinely seems interested in my opinions.
DeleteHe would not have kept me if I had been some sort of meek characterless Stepford Wife kajira. I suspect I would have been used a couple of times and then discarded for another girl.
Adam obviously has had a long friendship with Caitlin stretching back many years so I suppose that played heavily on his mind when he had the opportunity to use her as a kajira. That's not so unusual. I recall even the mythical Tarl Cabot fought against his natural impulses to use the naked free women who were imprisoned in the glass tube with him on the Prison Moon in the opening chapters of Kur of Gor. To his mind because they were (he assumed) free women, he should not simply use them just because he could. Only when it became clear that one of them was a natural slave, exhibiting slave mannerisms, did he change his mind. But to begin with he felt obliged to protect them to a certain degree, though he found it hard to rein himself in.
Men are strange and complex beasts when it comes to women.
It's interesting to note that the narrator of Kur mentioned that few other Gorean men would let that consideration worry them; the women weren't from their Home Stone so therefore fair game :)
DeleteVery true Chloe. I should have stressed that a Gorean man feels he owes no duty of care at all to a free woman who doesn't share his Home Stone. The Adam and Caitlin situation though is analogous to that of Goreans who either share a Home Stone or perhaps even a family connection - not that Adam and Cat are 'family' but they share a bond through three to four years of being friends and working together. It's also fair to say that (her innermost thoughts aside) Caitlin has not been displaying overt natural slave tendencies (the fact she is forced to kneel and dance is simply indicative of the danger she is in, not any natural desire to be a slave). Her physical reactions to being braceleted and touched in the bed chamber may hover on the line of acceptability to a Gorean, but there may be a certain benefit of doubt in her favour to begin with where there is a close bond between the man and woman.
DeleteAnd of course we have to consider that Adam is just an Earth man, and not Gorean, don't we... ;)
I used to consider everything related to gor as outdated. Now that I have discovered this blog, I consider it wonderful. Thank you very much Emma.
ReplyDeleteYolco
And thank you for taking the time to post a comment of appreciation. Really glad you're enjoying my little corner of the Gor universe. I'm trying to be faithful to the central concepts of Gor while simultaneously trying some new and different things with the established tropes. Glad so many people seem to approve,. :)
DeleteVery interesting. It seems out kitty-cat's submissive side is being ignited, at least where Adam is concerned. And he certainly seems to be enjoying it, while still not quite crossing the bounds of friendship, though I suspect he is waiting to enjoy the moment when she asks (or begs...) him to cross them.
ReplyDeleteJack of Sterling
I suspect Adam has also had some feelings 'ignited' since that night at the House of Three Moons, Master. The dynamics of his friendship with Caitlin may now be changing...
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